Christina felt her cheeks grow hot under the sheltering darkness. She
was speechless in her turn, and then afraid of what might follow this
sudden outburst, she said confusedly, "I must go in now and think about
it," and with a hurried good-night, she was gone.
She ran noiselessly up the lane, avoiding the lovers at the garden
gate, and entered the back gate that opened from the barn-yard. She
found Bruce and Ellen with John and her mother in the kitchen eating
scones and drinking buttermilk. No one remarked her entrance except
that her mother, looking over her shoulder asked, "Where's your
brother, Christine?"
"He's gone off with some one else's sister," answered Christina trying
to speak carelessly.
"Sometimes sisters go off with some one else's brother," remarked John,
his eyes twinkling. "No, I don't believe he is a brother to any one,
is he?" Christina gave him an imploring look, that begged him to keep
her secret, and he generously changed the subject. They were all full
of Bruce's new prospects, and Christina slipped away unnoticed to bed.
But for the first time in her healthy young life worry drove sleep far
from her. She heard Sandy come in, heard Jimmie enter the next room
and his boots drop heavily on the floor, and when Ellen and Mary came
up she pretended to be asleep. She occupied a small room opening off
the one shared by her sisters, and could hear their whispers and hushed
laughter. Ellen was so proud of Bruce and all he was going to be, and
Mary was justly proud of her lover, and Christina had nobody to see her
home but Gavin Grant, and no hope of anything better was before her.
For how could she go to school and leave Sandy behind?
How could she? She was facing the question at last. And her heart
answered that no matter what wise folks might say about grasping
Opportunity, she simply could not let it stand in Sandy's way. There
was only one answer to her question.
She lay very still till she knew that her sisters were asleep. Then
she rose and softly closed the door between their rooms. She lit her
lamp, feeling quite like a thief, and took out her box of writing
paper. The pen and ink were downstairs, but she had a lead pencil, and
Allister would not mind.