Jan of the Windmill: A Story of the Plains — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Jan of the Windmill: A Story of the Plains
John Stuart Mill · en
It was not in moments of tender feeling, or at his prayers, or by Abel’s
grave, that Jan recalled his foster-brother’s dying charge; but as he
emptied slops, cleaned grates, or fastened Mrs. Lake’s black dress
behind. Nor did gratitude flatter his zeal. “Boys do be so ackered with
hooks and eyes,” the poor woman grumbled in her fretfulness, and then she
sat down to bemoan herself that she had not a daughter left. She had got
a trick of stopping short half way through her dressing, and giving
herself up to tears, which led to Jan’s assisting at her toilette. He
was soon expert enough with hooks and eyes, the more tedious matter was
getting up her courage, which invariably failed her at the stage of her
linsey-woolsey petticoat. But when Jan had hooked her up, and tied her
apron on, and put a little shawl about her shoulders, and got her
close-fitting cap set straight,—a matter about as easy as putting another
man’s spectacles on his nose,—and seated her by the fire, the worst was
over. Mrs. Lake always cheered up after breakfast, and Jan always to the
very end hoped that this was the beginning of her getting better.
[Picture: He was soon expert enough with hooks and eyes, the more tedious
matter was getting up her courage, which invariably failed her at the
stage of her linsey-woolsey petticoat]
Even after a niece of the windmiller’s came to live at the mill, and to
wait on Mrs. Lake, the poor woman was never really content without Jan.
As time went on, she wept less, but her faculties became more clouded.
She had some brighter hours, and the company of the schoolmaster gave her
pleasure, and seemed to do her good. When the Rector visited her, his
very sympathy made him delicate about dwelling on her bereavement. When
the poor woman sobbed, he changed the subject in haste, and his
condolences were of a very general character. But Master Swift had no
such scruples; and as he sat by her chair, with a kindly hand on hers, he
spoke both plainly and loudly. The latter because Mrs. Lake’s hearing
had become dull. Nor did he cease to speak because tears dropped
perpetually from the eyes which were turned to him, and which seemed day
by day to lose color from the pupils, and to grow redder round the lids
from weeping.
“Them that sleep in Jesus shall GOD bring with Him. Ah! Mrs. Lake,
ma’am, they’re grand words for you and me. The Lord has dealt hardly
with us, but there are folk that lose their children when it’s worse.
There’s many a Christian parent has lived to see them grow up to
wickedness, and has lost ’em in their sins, and has had to carry _that_
weight in his heart besides their loss, that the Lord’s counsels for them
were dark to him. But for yours and mine, woman, that have gone home in
their innocence, what have we to say to the Almighty, except to pray of
Him to make us fitter to take them when He brings them back?”