Kathleen's Diamonds; or, She Loved a Handsome Actor — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Kathleen's Diamonds; or, She Loved a Handsome Actor
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"And what a miserable little room and bed; not one quarter as good as
Susette's," she murmured, with a glance of disdain around her at the
tiny cell.
Alas! she soon became aware of the painful fact that she was an inmate
of an asylum for the insane, was believed to be insane herself, and was
called by the name of Daisy Lynn.
In vain did Kathleen eagerly assure the attendants, and every one
else that would listen to her tale of woe, that there was a dreadful
mistake--that she was not the girl they thought her, but Kathleen
Carew, of Boston.
They listened to her with significant smiles, and said to each other:
"In her wanderings she has heard about that poor murdered girl, and now
assumes her identity."
CHAPTER XV.
POOR DAISY LYNN.
Do not ask me why I love him!
Love's cause is to love unknown;
Faithless as the past has proved him,
Once his heart appeared mine own.
LETITIA E. LANDON.
Spring, summer, and autumn glided past, and still Kathleen Carew
remained an inmate of the asylum. At first she had been frantic over
her strange fate, and her wild entreaties for freedom had been set
down to real lunacy. The stupid attendant paid no heed to her ravings,
and only laughed when she claimed to be Kathleen Carew, the beautiful
young girl whose murder at Lincoln Station had so stirred up the whole
country.
They were stupid, and did not read the papers, or they might have seen
the strange story of her disappearance--might have suspected that she
was speaking the truth.
So the weary months went on, and when Kathleen, after her first wild
ravings against her fate, had given up at last to a sort of sullen
despair, something happened in her favor.
The matron, startled and alarmed by the appearance of the young girl,
felt her heart stirred to pity, and wrote to her friends:
"Miss Lynn is no longer a raving maniac, as at first. She has become
silent and melancholy, and looks so worn and ill that I fear she is
slowly dying of a broken heart. I think you ought to take her home
again, and see what home associations will do toward prolonging her
life. She will never be troublesome or violent again; the physician
assures me of that. Indeed, the state she has fallen into is one that
often precedes speedy death, and the poor child ought to have home
comforts and petting, now that she is so very near the end."
The matron, who had always pitied and admired the beautiful, unhappy
young girl, watched over her tenderly while she waited for the answer
to come to this merciful letter. She was startled at the delicacy of
the young girl's form, that had been so graceful and rounded when she
first came, and the pallor of her face and hands. The great Oriental
dark eyes had become wild and startled, like those of a haunted fawn,
and her voice when she spoke was low and tremulous, and had the sound
of tears in its music.