“You need not humiliate me by making it so evident,” she retorted,
and almost stamped her foot. “Lunching with her in public, and
taking her to tea, as I was told, getting here so late for
dinner--I wish you could have heard the way Nancy and Lee Linburne
were goading me before dinner about it.”
“My dear Christine,” said Max, and he was amused to hear a tone
of real conjugal remonstrance in his voice, “you have lunched and
dined in one day with Hickson, and yet I don’t feel I have any
grounds of complaint.”
“Every one knows how little I care for Ned,” she answered, “but
people say you do care for this little Western mouse. I hate her.
She’s good and nice, and the kind of a girl men think it wise to
marry, and just as different from me as she can be. I do hate
her--and I hate myself too.” And she covered her face with her
hands.
“Come here, Christine,” said Riatt, without moving, and was rather
surprised when she obeyed. He made her sit down beside him, and
taking her hands from her face, was astonished to find that she was
really crying.
“Why, my dear child,” he said, in the most paternal manner he could
manage. “What is this all about?” And it was quite in the same note
that Christine wept a moment on his shoulder. Then she raised her
head, with a return of her old brisk manner.
“I’m jealous,” she said. “Oh, don’t suppose one can’t be jealous
of people one doesn’t care for. I could be jealous of any one when
Nancy begins teasing me and making fun of me. And I’m jealous too,
because I’m sure she’s a nice girl and I’ve made such a mess of my
life, and I deserve it all; but when you came in together, as if
you had just been happily married, and I looked at Ned and thought
how wretched I’m always going to be with him, and what silly things
I shall undoubtedly do before I die--”
“I hate to hear you talk like that.”
“Why should you care? _She’ll_ never do silly things--that’s clear.
Is that why you love her?”
“As a matter of fact I am not in love with Miss Lane.”
“My dear Max, there’s really no reason why you should deceive me
about it.”
“That’s just what she said about you.”
“You mean”--Christine sprang to her feet and gazed at him like an
outraged empress--“You mean that you told her that you didn’t love
me?”
“I most assuredly did.”
“Max, how could you be so low, so despicable, so false?”
Riatt laughed. “Well, it certainly was not false, Christine,” he
said. “It happens to be true, you know; and I felt I owed a measure
of truth to a very old and very real friendship. I told her nothing
more than that--I was engaged and not madly in love.”
Christine threw up her hands. “The game is up,” she said. “She’ll
tell everybody, of course.”
“She’ll tell absolutely no one.”
“Because she’s perfect, I suppose?”
“Because she didn’t for one moment believe me.”
“Didn’t believe we were engaged?”
“Didn’t believe that any one could be engaged to so beautiful and
charming a person as you are and not be in love with her.”