Lancaster's Choice — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Lancaster's Choice
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She flashed him one of her swift, bright glances.
"Indeed?" she said. "But that does not matter at all, sir. I consider
myself quite competent to take care of Miss West anywhere."
"Does she mean to be impertinent?" he thought; but a glance at
the demure, downcast face reassured him. It was only the high
self-confidence of ignorant, innocent youth.
"You must excuse me; I don't know how they do such things on this side
of the water," he said, feeling mean within himself, yet not at all
understanding why it was so. "But, you see, it is all different in
England. There one chooses a woman of age and experience for a nurse.
Now, I remember my own nurse was at least fifty years old."
"In-deed?" replied the girl, dropping him a demure little courtesy
that somehow again filled him with an uneasy sense that, under all her
pretty humility, she meant to be impertinent. His face felt hot and
burning. He did not know how to pursue the conversation.
Seeing that he made her no answer, she looked up with a pretty,
appealing air. "Do I understand that you object to taking me to
England? that my youth counts against me?" she inquired.
"Oh, no, no; not at all, if you are sure you can take good care of the
baby," he replied, hastily. "You see, the whole thing is a great bore
and nuisance to me. I object most decidedly to being encumbered with
that child, but, most unfortunately for me, I can't get out of it. So,
if you can really be of any use, pray go along with it to England--Oh!"
The sudden exclamation was wrung from him by a glance at her face. The
pretty actress had dropped her mask at hearing those swift, vehement
words of his. A hot color glowed in her face, two pearly tears started
under her dark lashes. She put out her white hands before her as if to
ward off a blow.
"Oh, Captain Lancaster, say no more!" she cried. "There has been some
wretched mistake somewhere, and I have only been laughing at you these
five minutes. I am nobody's nurse at all. There isn't any child nor any
baby. It is a grown-up young lady. I am Leonora West."
Tableau!
CHAPTER VIII.
"If only the earth would open and swallow me up!" sighed Lancaster
to himself, miserably. It is not pleasant to be made fun of, and the
most of people are too thin-skinned to relish a joke directed against
themselves. Lancaster did not. His ridiculous mistake flashed over him
instantly at the deprecatory words of the girl, and he scarcely knew
whom to be most angry with--himself or Leonora West.
He stole a furtive glance at her, wishing in his heart that he could
subdue the crimson flush that glowed on his face. He was glad that she
was not looking at him. She had sunk into a chair and buried her face
in her hands. Evidently she was not enjoying her saucy triumph much.
Those last impatient words of his had cleverly turned the tables.