Lancaster's Choice — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Lancaster's Choice
John Stuart Mill · en
All the same, he would have been pleased if the pretty face had lighted
sometimes at his coming, if she had seemed to care for talking to him,
if she had even asked him any questions about where she was going.
But she did not manifest any curiosity on the subject. She was a
constrained, chilly little companion always to him. It chagrined him
to see that she was more at her ease with De Vere than with him. Once
or twice she unbent from her lofty height with the lieutenant, smiled,
chatted, even sang to him by moonlight, one night, in a voice as sweet
as her face. But she was very shy, very quiet with the man whose
business it was to convey her to England. She tried faithfully to be as
little of "a bore and nuisance" as possible.
It did not matter; indeed, it was much better so, he told himself, and
yet he chafed sometimes under her peculiar manner. He did not like
to be treated wholly with indifference, did not like to be entirely
ignored, as if she had forgotten him completely.
So one day when De Vere lolled in his state-room, he went and stood
behind her chair where she sat reading. It was one of the poets of his
own land whose book she held in her hand, and the fact emboldened him
to say:
"You like English authors, Miss West. Do you think you shall like
England?"
She lifted the blue-gray eyes calmly to his face.
"No," she replied, concisely.
He flushed a little. It was his own native land. He did not like to
hear her say she should not like it.
"That is a pity, since you are going to make your home there," he said.
"I am not at all sure of that," she answered, putting her white
forefinger between the pages of her book, and turning squarely round to
look at him as he talked. "Perhaps if I can not bring myself to like
England, I may persuade my aunt to come to America with me."
"Lady Lancaster would die of chagrin if you did," he replied, hastily.
He saw a blush color the smooth cheek, and wished that he had thought
before he spoke.
"She is poor and proud. She does not like to be reminded that her aunt
is a servant at Lancaster Park," he said, pityingly, to himself.
And he recalled De Vere's intentions with a sensation of generous
pleasure. Leonora, with her fair face and her cultured mind, would be
lifted by her marriage into the sphere where she rightly belonged. Then
she would like England better.
"I have been reading your poet laureate," she said. "I was much struck
by these lines:
'Howe'er it be, it seems to me,
'Tis only noble to be good:
Kind hearts are more than coronets,
And simple faith than Norman blood.'
I should not have thought an English poet would write that," she went
on. "I thought England was too entirely governed by the laws of caste
for one of her people to give free utterance to such a dangerous
sentiment."
"You must not judge us too hardly," he said, hastily.