Lancaster's Choice — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Lancaster's Choice
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"No? But what is a fellow to do, I should like to know?"
"You must go and apologize to your friend for your hasty, ill-timed
words," she said.
"I'll be hanged if I show the white feather like that!" he cried,
violently.
"There is no white feather at all. You made a mistake and spoke unjust
words to your friend. Now, when you discover your error, you should be
man enough to retract your remarks," she answered, indignantly.
"I can't see why you take up for Lancaster so vehemently," he
commented, straying from the main point.
"I'm not taking up for him," warmly. "I only don't want you to make a
fool of yourself about _me_!"
"Ah!"--shortly.
"Yes, that is what I mean, exactly; I don't want my aunt to think
I've set you two at odds. She will be prejudiced against me in the
beginning. Come, now," dropping her vexed tone and falling into a
coaxing one, "go and make it up with your injured Pythias."
He regarded her in silence a moment.
"Should you like me any better if I did?" he inquired, after this
thoughtful pause.
"Of course I should," she answered, in an animated tone.
"And it would really please you for me to tell Lancaster I was mistaken
and am sorry?"
"Yes, I should like that, certainly."
He tried to look into the sparkling eyes, but they had wandered away
from him. She was watching the flight of a sea-bird whose glancing
wings were almost lost in the illimitable blue of the sky.
"If I do this thing it will be wholly for your sake," he said,
meaningly.
"For my sake, then," she answered, carelessly; and then he rose and
left her.
* * * * *
Lancaster had been in his state-room reading two hours, perhaps, when
De Vere knocked at his door. He tossed back his fair hair carelessly,
and without rising from his reclining posture, bade the applicant come
in.
"Ah, it is you, De Vere?" he said, icily.
"Yes, it is I, Lancaster. What have you been doing? Writing a challenge
to me?" laughing. "Well, you may burn it now; I have come to retract my
words."
"To retract?" the frown on Lancaster's moody brow began to clear away.
"Yes, I was mistaken, I thought you were my rival in secret, but Miss
West has explained all to me. I spoke unjustly. Can you accord me your
pardon? I'm downright sorry, old fellow--no mistake."
Lancaster gave him his hand.
"Think before you speak next time," he said, dryly.
"I will. But I was terribly cut up at first, seeing you and her
together--like that. How sweet she is! She did not want us to quarrel
over her. She confessed everything. It was comical, her hearing
everything that night--was it not? But there was no harm done."
"No," Lancaster said, constrainedly.
"I'm glad we are friends again; but I was so stiff I could never have
owned myself in the wrong, only that I promised to do it for her sake,"
added De Vere; and then he went away, and left his friend to resume the
interrupted perusal of his novel.
But Lancaster tossed the folio angrily down upon the floor.