Lancaster's Choice — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Lancaster's Choice
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"Oh, you poor fatherless child!" she cried. "Do you think I could mind
dividing my savings with Dick West's child? He was a bonny lad, was
Dick! I always loved him, although he was no real kin to me, and only
my husband's brother."
Leonora's eyes shone very bright now through the tears that filled them.
"Oh, Aunt West, you will love me too a little, then--for poor papa's
sake!" she cried, and Mrs. West answered, with sudden warmth and
tenderness:
"Indeed I will, dear. You shall be like my own daughter to me."
A moment later she added, ruefully:
"I'm sorry I could not have a nicer room for you, Leonora. But, you
see, I thought this would do very well for a child."
"Oh, indeed, it does not matter in the least. I shall not stay in it
much. I shall be out-of-doors nearly all the time."
CHAPTER XVIII.
Leonora spoke in such a composed, matter-of-fact tone that she was
surprised at its effect upon her aunt.
The good lady uttered an exclamation almost amounting to terror, and
stood regarding her niece with such a rueful and amazed face that the
girl burst into a peal of sweet, high-pitched laughter.
"Oh, my dear aunt," she cried, as she vigorously brushed out her thick
plaits of hair into loose, shining ripples over her shoulders, "what
have I said to shock you so?"
"I'm not shocked, my dear," said the good soul, recovering herself,
with a gasp. "What put such an idea in your head? But what did you say,
child," anxiously, "about being out all day?"
"I said it didn't matter about the room, as I didn't expect to stay in
it much. I love fresh air, Aunt West, and I shall be out-doors nearly
all the time."
"I'm afraid that won't do here, my love," suggested the housekeeper,
timidly.
"Why not?" said Leonora, amazed; then she colored, and said, demurely:
"Oh, yes, I understand now. You can not spare me. I shall have to help
work for my living."
"No, you shall not," indignantly; "I did not mean that at all. I should
be mean if I thought of such a thing. But there's Lady Lancaster. She
wouldn't like it."
A pretty little frown came between Leonora's straight, dark brows.
"Wouldn't you like me to go out-doors? Is that what you mean?" she
asked, and when Mrs. West answered "Yes," she said, angrily and
decidedly:
"Lady Lancaster has nothing to do with my movements, and I don't
suppose she will grudge me a breath of God's free air and sunshine even
if I walk in her grounds to obtain them."
"But I promised her--" said Mrs. West, then paused bashfully.
"I hope you didn't promise her to bury me alive in this musty little
chamber, at all events," said the girl, with an irreverent glance
around her.
"Yes, I did. At least I promised to keep you out of her sight. She does
not like children."
"I'm not a child," said Leonora, looking her tallest.