Life of Frederick Courtenay Selous, D.S.O., Capt. 25th Royal Fusiliers — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Life of Frederick Courtenay Selous, D.S.O., Capt. 25th Royal Fusiliers
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Of the childhood of Frederick little more need be said. He was an active
little fellow, never more happy than when playing with his wooden waggon
and oxen or listening to his mother's stories of romance and adventure.
At the age of nine he went to school at Bruce Castle, Tottenham, of
which Arthur Hill was the headmaster, and there chiefly distinguished
himself by being constantly in trouble. Later he went for a short time
to a small school in Northamptonshire, kept by the Revd. Charles
Darnell, whose daughter (Mrs. Frank Juckes) recalls one characteristic
incident.
"One night my father on going round the dormitories to see that
all was in order, discovered Freddy Selous, lying flat on the
bare floor clothed only in his nightshirt. On being asked the
cause of this curious behaviour he replied, 'Well, you see, one
day I am going to be a hunter in Africa and I am just hardening
myself to sleep on the ground.'"
One day in 1914, I found Selous busy at his desk at Worplesdon. On being
asked what was the nature of his work, he said he was writing an account
of his school days for a boys' magazine. He did not seem to think it
would be of wide interest, and so had written his early adventures in
simple form merely for the perusal of boys and had changed his own name
to that of "John Leroux."
"It was a damp and dismal winter's day towards the end of
January, 1861, on which the boys reassembled after their
Christmas holidays at a well-known school not far from London.
Nevertheless, despite the gloom and the chilliness of the
weather conditions outside the fine old mansion which had but
lately been converted into a school, there was plenty of life
and animation in the handsome oak-panelled banqueting hall
within, at one end of which a great log fire blazed cheerfully.
Generally speaking the boys seemed in excellent spirits, or at
any rate they made a brave show of being so to keep up
appearances, and the music of their laughter and of their fresh
young voices was good to hear. Here and there, however, a poor
little fellow stood apart, alone and friendless, and with eyes
full of tears. Such unfortunates were the new boys, all of them
youngsters of nine or ten, who had left their homes for the
first time, and whose souls were full of an unutterable misery,
after their recent partings from fond mothers and gentle
sisters. The youngest, and possibly the most home-sick of all
the new boys was standing by himself at some distance from the
fire, entirely oblivious of all that was going on around him,
for he was too miserable to be able to think of anything but the
home in which he had grown to boyhood and all the happiness,
which it seemed to his young soul, he could never know again
amidst his new surroundings.