Little Golden's Daughter; or, The Dream of a Life Time — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Little Golden's Daughter; or, The Dream of a Life Time
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"Grandpa is too old to come, and you are too young," replied Elinor,
with a careless, flippant laugh, while Clare stared at Golden, and
murmured audibly:
"The bold, little thing."
Golden revolved her cousin's reply a moment in her mind.
"Well, perhaps he is too old," she said, with a little sigh, "and yet I
think he might enjoy seeing the young people amusing themselves. But as
for me, Elinor, I know I am not too young! Minnie Edwards is coming, I
have heard, and she is a month younger than I am! The only difference
is that _she_ puts up her hair, and wears long dresses. I would wear
long dresses, too, only I do not believe grandpa could afford it. It
would take several yards more for a trail, or even to touch all around."
Clare and Elinor laughed heartlessly at the wistful calculation of the
difference between short and long dresses. Then the elder sister said,
abruptly:
"It is a great pity grandpa cannot keep you a little girl in short
dresses forever, Golden! You will not find it very pleasant to be a
woman."
"Why not?" said innocent Golden. "Are not women happy?"
"Some are," said Elinor, "but I do not think _you_ will ever be."
"Why not?" asked the girl again.
The two sisters exchanged significant glances that did not escape
Golden's keen eyes.
"Elinor, why do you and Clare look at each other so hatefully?" she
cried out in sudden resentment and childish passion. "What is the
matter? What have I done?"
"You have done nothing except to be born," said Clare Glenalvan,
irritably, "and under the circumstances, _that_ is the worst thing you
_could have_ done."
Was it only the fancy of beautiful Golden, or did the wind in the trees
and grasses sigh mournfully, and the blue waves go lapsing past with a
sadder tone?
"Clare, I don't know what you mean," she cried, half-angrily. "I never
harmed anyone in my life! I have not hurt anyone by being born, have I?"
The sisters looked at the beautiful, half-defiant face with its rose
flushed cheeks and flashing, violet eyes, and Elinor sneered rudely,
while Clare answered in a sharp, complaining voice:
"Yes, you have hurt every soul that bears the name of Glenalvan--the
dead Glenalvans as well as the living ones. You are a living disgrace
to the proud, old name that your mother was the first to disgrace!"
Then she paused, a little frightened, for Golden had started so
violently that she had almost fallen backward into the lake.
She steadied herself by catching the branch of a bending willow, and
looked at her cousin with death-white lips and cheeks, and scornful
eyes.
"Clare, you are a cruel, wicked girl," she cried. "I will go and tell
grandpa what terrible things you have said of me! I did not believe one
word!"
The tears of wounded pride were streaming down her cheeks as she
sped along the path and across the green lawn up to the old hall. The
sisters looked at each other, a little disconcerted.
"Clare, you were too hasty," said Elinor, uneasily. "Grandpa will be
very angry."