Little sweetheart : $b or, Norman De Vere's protegee — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Little sweetheart : $b or, Norman De Vere's protegee
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“I thought you had got over that--since you married,” she said, with
some uneasiness.
Somehow the thought of his fondness for Sweetheart was not pleasant to
his mother. There hung over her always the dread of Camille’s jealous
anger. She said to herself:
“Foolish boy! He does not understand his wife, else he would not
display such fondness for the child she hates.”
But she dared not breathe her thoughts aloud, lest he should reproach
her for her share in his marriage. Her cue was silence.
He did not answer her half-questioning words save by a long, deep sigh,
and presently he went away from the darkened room and the suffering
child back to his beautiful wife, who was so deep in a flirtation
with a new-comer at the hotel that she barely nodded to Norman, and
did not think it worth her while to ask after the welfare of the sick
child. The only news she would have cared to hear would have been that
Sweetheart was dead.
The proud, passionate, undisciplined nature was bent now on punishing
Norman for every jealous pang she had suffered over innocent Little
Sweetheart. To wound him with her indifference, to torture him by the
smiles she gave to others, in this she found a bitter balm for the
indignity she felt she had suffered at his hands when he had taken
Sweetheart’s part against her--his wife.
He sat apart with sad eyes and watched the beautiful, vivid creature
as she coquetted with the flattered Englishman whose admiration was
plainly written on his face, and wondered if it could be true that she
really loved him, her boy-husband, or had she wearied of him long ago?
Did she chafe at the fetters that bound their two lives in one?
“I believe that in her heart she despises me; that she believes me a
miserable fortune-hunter, who loves her gold more than her charms,”
he said to himself, miserably, with a pang of shame so great that it
seemed to him he could almost have died to assure her of his innocence
of all mercenary designs upon her fortune.
She stole furtive glances at him, and she knew by his pale, stern face
that he was suffering intensely. Her beautiful lips curled into a smile
of triumph. Had she not vowed to pay him back?
“Let him suffer,” she said to herself, with cruel firmness; but by and
by, when a beautiful young girl sat down near Norman and began to talk
to him, she grew restless and ill at ease. She did not want him to be
consoled, so she soon found a pretext for dismissing her companion and
joining her husband and the fair girl who seemed to find such pleasure
in his company.
The young girl--an heiress from New York--smiled mischievously as Mrs.
de Vere came near. Her jealousy of her young husband was an open secret.
“Mrs. de Vere, I was just telling your husband that we are going to
have a real live lord here to-night,” she said, vivaciously.
“Indeed, Miss Spaulding? Why, how delightful! What is his name?”
exclaimed the lady, pretending great interest in the subject.