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Little sweetheart : $b or, Norman De Vere's protegee
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Sweetheart herself remained quite silent and pensive for a moment after
her little song, as if it had touched some chord of sadness in her
heart. Then she nestled her curly head softly against Norman de Vere’s
broad breast.
“Sweet’art tired, Sweet’art s’eepy,” she lisped in a plaintive tone,
and shut her eyes.
He held her closely in a tender clasp, looking down admiringly at
the lovely baby face, fair as carven pearl, and tinted warmly yet
delicately as a Mme. de Watteville rose. How richly fringed with thick
gold were the full white lids; how lovely the curve of the scarlet
lips; how deep the dimple--a perfect Cupid’s nest--in the exquisite
chin! His eyes dwelt long and lingeringly on every perfect outline, and
he said to himself, with a half smile:
“If she grows up like this, she will give many a man the heartache.”
A sigh chased away the smile, and a cold, cynical look came into the
dark eyes, as if some unpleasant memory stirred within him.
The train rushed on through the rainy afternoon, past the swamps and
forests, past the unfrequent little towns where they seemed to make
the most unconscionably long stops, considering the small additions
received to the stock of passengers, and presently it seemed to Norman
de Vere that every one was asleep but himself.
The drummers had each taken a double seat to himself, and with silk
handkerchiefs over their faces, snored sedately. Even the “little
widow,” as Norman called her in his thoughts, had let her arm and head
slip down to the back of her seat, and seemed to be quietly sleeping.
Sweetheart still lay close in the fold of his strong arm, and though
presently the plump little thing began to feel warm and heavy, he would
not rouse her, lest he should call her back from her wandering in the
beautiful Land of Nod.
“But what a careless little mother!” he thought. “She takes small
concern over her baby, leaving her to be nursed and cuddled by utter
strangers. Still,” with an excusing thought, “she must be fond of the
little one, she has trained her to sing with such wondrous sweetness
and accuracy. It is only that she is tired or ill--broken down with
grief most likely--and she knows that even rough men are only too proud
to play the nurse to her little pet.”
He wondered vaguely if the face hidden under the little poke bonnet and
veil were one half as lovely as the one slumbering so peacefully on his
breast, and gazing down at little Sweetheart, tried to fancy the cherub
face grown older, and the innocent soul grown wise with woman’s lore;
but again a heavy sigh heaved his breast and a frown of deep cynicism
drew ungracious lines on his high, white brow.
“Heaven forbid! Heaven forbid!” he muttered, with something like
impatient wrath. “It seems a pity for this dear little one to grow up
so. Yet,” bitterly, “how else could it be, and a woman?”
The early autumn twilight, hastened by the steady rain, began to darken
in the car, and the brakeman came in and lighted the lamps.