Love conquers pride; or, Where peace dwelt — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Love conquers pride; or, Where peace dwelt
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Pansy thought of Juliette Ives and the scorn she had displayed toward
her, and answered bitterly:
“Many have thought the same, Mrs. Beach; but in the three years I spent
in a tobacco factory I met many girls as beautiful, as refined, and
as good as are met with in the highest circles of what is called good
society. I cannot believe that nobility is only to be met with in the
ranks of the rich and well-born. The good and bad are met with in all
classes.”
“That is quite true, my child,” said the lady, to whom Pansy had not
confided the story of her cruel experience among the aristocrats of her
native city. She gazed admiringly at the flushed face of the excited
girl, and added: “I do not wish to flatter you, my dear girl, but I
will say frankly that both your mind and person fit you to adorn the
highest society. It would be an injustice to you to lower you to the
position of my personal attendant; therefore you shall remain with me
as my companion, and as soon as we reach San Diego, my destination, I
will try to secure some elderly woman as my maid.”
Pansy’s tears of gratitude amply thanked the noble woman for her
generous words, and she sighed to think that she dared not confide to
her the whole story of her life.
But she could not bring herself to repeat to a stranger, however
kindly, the sorrows of her unfortunate love affair.
“And, then, I dare not, for she would perhaps spurn me from her
presence, deeming me wicked where I was only unfortunate,” she thought
shrinkingly.
She had told Mrs. Beach that her name was Pansy Wilcox, and that she
had left home because her mother had married a man who was unkind to
his stepchildren. Mrs. Beach thought the reason was a fair one, and
did not blame the young girl much. She had some reason for knowing how
unpleasant a girl’s home could be made under such circumstances.
They safely reached San Diego, one of the most beautiful and romantic
places in California, and for a while Pansy was so enchanted with her
new home and its Italian-like surroundings that she ceased to grieve
for her native Richmond and the dear ones left behind. A new life
opened before her: one of comparative ease and luxury, compared to what
she had known, for with the gentle invalid lady her duties as companion
were usually light and pleasant. Mrs. Beach had soon found a clever
maid, and, as she rented a small furnished cottage near the beautiful
bay of San Diego, and hired two Chinese servants, life began to flow on
very smoothly and fairly to those who made up her household.
She had told Pansy very little about herself, save that she was a widow
with a fair income that would cease at her death.
“I have no relatives save a distant one of my husband, who will,
perhaps, be glad when I die, as he will then inherit the property,” she
said, adding: “But I mean to live as long as I can, and this charming
climate makes me feel almost as if I am going to get well again.”