Love conquers pride; or, Where peace dwelt — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Love conquers pride; or, Where peace dwelt
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Pretty Pansy lay lazily in the hammock at the foot of the lawn, and
listened to the south wind rushing through the tree tops overhead,
thinking to herself, with a blush, that it seemed to be whispering a
name--whispering it over and over:
“Norman Wylde!”
At the top of the green, sloping lawn stood a big white farmhouse,
with long porches shaded by rose vines and honeysuckles. Pansy’s uncle
and aunt lived there, and she had come on a month’s visit to them. The
month was slipping away very fast now, and she must soon return to
her work in Richmond, for Pansy Laurens was no pampered favorite of
fortune, but an employee of one of the great tobacco factories.
Pansy was only fifteen when her father, a machinist at the Tredegar
Works, had died and left his wife and five children penniless, save for
what they could earn by the labor of their own hands. Pansy was the
eldest, and her mother had to take her from school that the labor of
her little white hands might help to earn the family support.
Nothing offered but the tobacco factories, and Pansy went there, while
her brother Willie found work as a cash boy in a dry-goods store on
Broad Street. The three younger ones, being too small to work, were
continued at school, while the mother took in sewing to help eke out
the family income.
It was hard on them all, most especially on Pansy, who was so
intelligent and refined, and who hated to leave school and toil at
repulsive tasks among companions who were mostly uncongenial, for,
although some of the girls were sweet and pretty as herself, others
were coarse and rude, and sneered at her, calling her proud and
ambitious, although they knew at heart that they were only jealous of
the lovely face, so round and dimpled, with its big purplish-blue eyes,
shaded by such a beautiful fringe of long black curling lashes.
They all envied her that fair face and those silky masses of wavy dark
hair that made such a becoming frame for the transparent white skin,
with its wild-rose tints and delicate tracery of blue veins.
But, pretty or ugly, it did not matter, the girl said to herself
sometimes, with bitter discontent, as she looked at her fair reflection
in the mirror. She was nothing but a factory girl, after all, and there
were people who looked down on her for that act as if the very sound
were the essence of vulgarity. To have been a shopgirl even, or a
dressmaker, or milliner, would have been far more genteel, she said to
herself.
This was the first time in three years that she had got away from the
factory, and she would not have done so then if she had not been given
a furlough from work because there was a temporary dullness in trade.