Love conquers pride; or, Where peace dwelt — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Love conquers pride; or, Where peace dwelt
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“But there is some excuse for her just now,” continued the colonel, who
could not overcome at once the habit of long years of affection. “We
must consider the petulance of affliction, so natural in one reared
selfishly and luxuriously, as Juliette has been. Then, too, the poor
girl has had a love trouble that has helped to sour her temper.”
“A love trouble?” Pansy questioned, in a thick voice, without looking
up.
“Yes; she was engaged several years ago to a Mr. Wylde, of Richmond--a
fine young man in every respect, handsome, rich, and of fine family.
Juliette adored him, and was very jealous, so that when he engaged
in a flirtation with a designing little beauty of the lower classes
Juliette would take no excuses, but dismissed him in bitter anger. He
went abroad, leaving her to repent her harshness, and to try to mourn
her haste; for love soon conquered pride, and she would give the world
now to win him back. I had reason, a year ago, to believe that they had
made up their quarrel and would soon be married, but I was mistaken,
and Juliette no doubt is still pining for her lost lover.”
Pansy made no comment, for her husband’s words still rang in her ears:
“‘A designing little beauty of the lower classes.’ Oh, what if he knew!
what if he knew!” she thought, in terror that held her lips dumb.
Colonel Falconer took up a package of newspapers, and drew out one--the
Richmond _Dispatch_.
“Ah, this, too, is from Juliette. No doubt it contains the notice of
her mother’s death,” he said.
His surmise was correct. It recorded the death of Mrs. Ives, at the age
of fifty-four, for she had been his elder by several years.
He placed the paper, as he had done the letter, before Pansy’s eyes;
and she read and reread the words announcing her enemy’s death, but in
a dull, mechanical way, without any triumph in the fact that those
cruel lips would never utter any falsehoods against her again. She felt
half dazed by the suddenness with which the past had risen before her
just as she began to hope and believe that it was buried forever.
Her dull eyes traveled soberly up and down the short list of married
and dead, and suddenly a wild gleam came into them. A familiar name had
caught her attention. She read:
On the 6th instant, at the residence of her mother, on Church Hill,
Rosa Laurens, aged nine years and seven days, of diphtheria. Funeral
private.
It was Pansy’s youngest sister--the baby, as she was always called in
the family. A wave of passionate grief overflowed Pansy’s heart and
forced a cry of despair from her white lips. Then she slipped from her
chair and lay in a long swoon upon the floor.
When reason returned she was lying upon her bed, with her maid chafing
her cold hands anxiously, and her husband bending over her with
frightened eyes.
“Oh, Pansy, what a shock you have given me!” he exclaimed; and as
everything rushed quickly over her she realized that she must hide her
troubles under a mask of smiles.