Love conquers pride; or, Where peace dwelt — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Love conquers pride; or, Where peace dwelt
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“Oh, please let me keep him. I love children!” exclaimed Pansy
pleadingly; but just here Mrs. Wylde chimed in:
“You do not quite understand, Mrs. Falconer. The child belongs to my
housekeeper, who adopted him in infancy. She has her orders to keep
him in her own part of the house, but occasionally he slips away and
intrudes upon us, although this is the first time he has ever ventured
into the drawing-room.”
“It was my fault. I called him in when I saw him peeping in at the
door. He was such a lovely little child, and I thought he belonged
to you,” said Pansy, as her yearning eyes followed Rosalind, who was
leading the sobbing child from the room.
“He is a very pretty child, and usually a very good-tempered,
affectionate one,” Mrs. Wylde acknowledged. “This is the first time
I ever saw him display any temper. Indeed, I have felt myself on the
verge of falling in love with the little creature often, only I would
not allow myself to do so, being convinced that he must be a child of
shame.”
CHAPTER XXII. A BEAUTIFUL CHILD.
“A child of shame!” Pansy echoed, and a wave of hot color rushed over
her face as she remembered the little child that had died before its
young mother ever saw its face.
“Yes,” answered the stately lady, rather coldly. “He is a foundling,
and was left on our steps almost three years ago. We would have sent it
to the almshouse, but our old housekeeper, who has been with us so many
years that we like to indulge her some, took a fancy to the little one,
and begged to keep it.”
“It is a beautiful little child. I could not help falling in love with
it,” said Pansy earnestly, while Juliette sneered:
“It is a pity you have not a child of your own to love!”
“I wish I had,” Pansy answered. “I am very fond of children.” And she
wished within herself that she could have little Pet to carry home with
her, for a wild suspicion was growing up in her heart: What if this
were her own child?
Her mother had told her that her child had died, but perhaps she had
deceived her. Perhaps Mr. Finley, whom she had always disliked and
distrusted, had taken the child away and forced her mother to utter
that falsehood. What more natural than that he should have placed it on
the threshold of the Wylde mansion?
Wild suspicion grew almost into agonized certainty as she recalled the
startling likeness of the child to Norman Wylde.
“Is it possible that his family can fail to see the likeness in his
face?” she wondered, and, while she held with difficulty her part in
the conversation going forward over the merits of different summer
resorts, she was thinking wildly:
“I do not believe now that my baby died. This child, with Norman’s
eyes, belongs to me. My heart claimed him the moment he appeared at the
door. And he was fond of me, too. He struggled so hard to get back to
me when Rosalind forced him away. Oh, I must manage somehow to see that
old housekeeper soon, and find out all that I can about little Pet.”