Love conquers pride; or, Where peace dwelt — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Love conquers pride; or, Where peace dwelt
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“See this little linen shirt and gown, so neatly trimmed with crochet
edging, and this fine soft flannel petticoat,” she said; and Pansy
almost fainted when she saw the selfsame baby garments on which she had
worked, in silence and secrecy, so many nights when she was at home, a
wretched creature, looking forward with dread to her baby’s coming.
She wound her arms about the child, and said faintly:
“You ought to take good care of these things, for by their aid you
might be enabled to trace the child’s mother some time.”
But she flushed deeply when Mrs. Meade answered:
“I mean to take care of them, but I don’t know as I care to trace the
mother. She must be a hard-hearted creature, to abandon her baby like
she did.”
“Oh, don’t judge her so hardly, please. Perhaps--perhaps--it was
not her fault. They might have taken it from her,” exclaimed Pansy
pleadingly, then paused in dismay, for, by the sudden lighting up of
Mrs. Meade’s face, she saw that she had made a mistake in speaking so
impulsively. Anxious to remove any suspicion from the woman’s mind,
she went on apologetically: “Of course, the mother might have been
hard-hearted. There are plenty such women, but it does seem strange
that any one could desert such a beautiful child as this one.”
“He is beautiful, and as good and sweet as he is pretty,” said Mrs.
Meade warmly, and Pansy exclaimed, almost passionately:
“I wish he had been left at my door! I would certainly have adopted him
for my own. I love him dearly.”
“I ’ove oo!” cried little Pet, gazing into her beautiful face with
shining eyes, and she strained him close to her heart again, exclaiming:
“Oh, you sweet little darling!”
Mrs. Meade gazed on the pretty scene with wonder and suspicion, asking
herself why Mrs. Falconer and the child were so strongly attached to
each other. She knew that Norman Wylde had been in trouble several
years before on account of a pretty factory girl, who was reported to
have drowned herself, but she had never heard that there was a child
in the case. She wondered now if that unfortunate girl had looked like
Mrs. Falconer.
“I mean to find out,” she resolved, just as Pansy looked up and asked
pleadingly:
“Won’t you give me this child if my husband will allow me to adopt him?
I will be like a mother to him, educate him, bring him up to a noble
manhood, if he lives.”
“Would you like to go with the lady, and leave your poor old Meade,
my pet?” exclaimed the housekeeper, and the little one murmured a
delighted affirmative.
“You see!” cried Pansy triumphantly. “Now, may I have him?”
Mrs. Meade shook her head.
“Colonel Falconer would never permit you to have him,” she said.
“My husband has never refused a request of mine in our whole
acquaintance,” cried Pansy impatiently.