Love conquers pride; or, Where peace dwelt — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Love conquers pride; or, Where peace dwelt
John Stuart Mill · en
How strange it seemed to Pansy to be going again, after the lapse of
more than three years, to the Capitol Square to meet one whom she
loved, but whom she must see in secret because a cruel fate kept them
sundered in life, but one in heart. Then it was the father--now it was
the child.
While she was wondering how she was to get away from the lynx eyes of
her husband’s niece, Juliette came in to say that she would like to
have the phaëton for her own use that afternoon, if Mrs. Falconer was
not going out.
“One of my dearest friends, Miss Norwood, is just home from a long
visit in New York, and I would like so much to take her for a drive,”
she said.
“Pray do so. I shall not need the phaëton this afternoon,” Pansy
answered eagerly.
“You are not going out yourself?” Juliette asked.
“I don’t know. Should I do so, it will only be for a short walk.”
Juliette thanked her and hastened away.
“Colonel Falconer is busy with his lawyer, Juliette away, and the field
clear. I will go and see my child,” she thought gladly.
It was July, and the day was warm and sultry. Pansy dressed herself
simply, in a plain white dress and leghorn hat, and, taking a large
sun-shade in her hand, started for the Capitol Square.
Her heart throbbed painfully as she walked slowly along the old
familiar streets, thinking of those past days, so full of love and pain.
It was only four o’clock when she reached the square, and the nurses
and children were just beginning to come in. She looked everywhere, but
there was no sign of Mrs. Meade and little Pet.
“I am too early. I must sit down in some quiet, secluded spot and
wait,” she thought, and sought a shady seat on the slope of the hill
back of the Capitol building.
“It was here we sat that day when Norman told me he was going to
London,” she murmured sadly, and then she recoiled with a sudden cry:
“Oh!”
The quiet bench she sought was already occupied, and by Norman Wylde
himself.
She could scarcely repress a wild and passionate cry of pain and
reproach. As it was, she dared not trust herself, and turned to flee.
But Norman Wylde had been aroused from a deep abstraction by her low
exclamation of dismay, and, starting up, he confronted her, coming out
of such a mood that he for a moment fancied his lost love had come back
from the other world to comfort his sad heart. A glad cry came from his
lips:
“Pansy!”
That name arrested her footsteps. She paused, frightened, moveless. Had
he recognized her? Would he tax her with her identity?
“Pansy!” he repeated tenderly, and, although she trembled and grew
faint at the passion in his voice, it came to her suddenly that she
must make some defense for herself. She, the honored wife of the proud
Colonel Falconer, must never own herself to be that Pansy Laurens whom
the man before her had deceived and betrayed. She would be brave and
proud for her husband’s sake, as well as for her own.