Loved you better than you knew — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Loved you better than you knew
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“Cinthia”--he breathed hollowly, and she came and bent over him,
impulsively slipping her little hand into his as he went on--“Cinthia,
do not think me false or fickle, or turned against you by the arbitrary
wishes of our parents. I never loved you better than in this hour when
I must part from you forever. Cinthia, it is the most fortunate thing
in the world that my mother chanced on us in time to prevent our mad
marriage. A great gulf is fixed between us that neither our love nor
our hopes can ever cross. My mother has telegraphed for your father to
come and take you home, and we must bid each other an eternal farewell.”
Cinthia felt herself sinking, falling; but an arm slipped round her
waist, and Mrs. Varian, with a sigh, pillowed the unconscious head
against her breast.
CHAPTER XVI. “OH, WHAT A TIME!”
Mrs. Flint was at her wits’ end to know what to do for the strange
woman whom her brother had mistakenly brought home as his daughter.
The upshot was that she simply did nothing at all but to sit still and
stare, and wonder where the woman came from, how Everard came to bring
her home, and what had become of Cinthia.
Presently she heard steps and voices, and rushed to the door, glad that
her vigil with the seemingly dead woman was ended.
Everard Dawn, alarmed at the duration of Cinthia’s swoon, had brought a
physician with him, and exclaimed as soon as he saw his sister:
“Has Cinthia recovered yet?”
“You can see for yourself,” she answered, in a dazed way, as she
ushered them into the room.
The two men, almost blinded by the brightness of the room, after the
outer storm and darkness, advanced to the sofa and bent over the
patient in keen anxiety, while Mrs. Flint blurted out, nervously:
“Everard; what is the matter? Why did you bring that strange woman here
instead of Cinthia?”
At the same moment the old doctor added:
“It is not little Cinthia but a stranger.”
Everard Dawn bent down with an air of incredulity that quickly changed
as he saw what a terrible mistake he had made.
The cry that rose from his tortured heart, the baffled purpose, the
agony, the pain, rang forever in the ears of the two who heard it. Then
exhausted nature gave way. He fell writhing to the floor in convulsions.
Then Mrs. Flint and the doctor had their hands full with the two
patients.
They ignored the strange woman until Mr. Dawn had been quieted and
removed to his bed, where the doctor kept him quiescent by the use of
opiates while he turned his attention to his other charge.
“Who is she? Where did she come from? I’ve never seen her face around
here,” he said curiously to Mrs. Flint, who replied by confiding
in him all that she knew, which, of course, threw no light upon the
mystery; so without more ado they set to work to restore the poor
creature to life.
It was a serious undertaking, and lasted until the gray dawn of another
dreary day glimmered in through the windows of the sitting-room.