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John Stuart Mill · en
By one of those curious but happy chances which sometimes occur in
life, Sir W---- was still more astonished to discover that the name
of the author was not only familiar to him, but that he actually had
once owned a slight acquaintance with him. More than this, Sir W----,
who is one of my dearest and oldest friends, knew that I had been
intimate with the writer of this parchment, who (as he thought) had
been dead for some years. Sir W---- therefore, though greatly puzzled
by the whole inscrutable occurrence, very wisely made no further
mention of his discovery, but on his return to England brought the
manuscript direct to me at my room in the British Museum. After a long
discussion between us, Sir W---- voluntarily made over all arrangements
in the matter of publishing or suppressing the contents of the scroll
to myself, and indeed, so to speak, washed his hands of all further
responsibility in the matter, which had apparently somewhat affected
his nerves or his spirits. I have only to add, with regard to the
original owner of the MS., that Sir W----, when at Lima, showed the
metal case to various persons employed at the museum there, and that
all these experts unanimously declared that this object itself could
never have been produced by any of the aboriginal inhabitants of Peru;
whilst the metal, a species of platinum, was, so far as they were
aware, unknown on our planet. And this verdict of the officials at Lima
is, I believe, perfectly correct.
As to the authenticity of the MS., I may at once state that the account
contained therein coincides in every particular with the evidence
that was produced at the time of its alleged author's mysterious
disappearance. I have had for many years an intimate acquaintance,
amounting to a cordial friendship, with the writer, A---- B----. I
do not necessarily concur with all that he states later on as to his
exceptional mental gifts; nor do I consider his close self-analysis
as altogether a correct one. Still, I think his own views on his
attainments, his natural genius, his complete failure, and his outlook
on life are sincere. Though highly nervous and sensitive by nature,
and a prey to constant fits of depression, neither I nor any of his
friends, would ever have suspected him of a tendency to suicide. We
were indeed, all of us, fully as surprised as we were grieved to learn
through the newspapers of November ----, 19--, the details of what we
most assuredly at that date considered to have been his own deliberate
act of self-destruction. For there can be no question but that A----
B---- had made beforehand plans for his contemplated disappearance; the
letter of instruction he wrote to his brother, the careful packing of
his valuables at his lodgings, and the sudden payment on the morning
that he was last seen of certain outstanding bills clearly point to
this surmise. We are however now confronted since the strange discovery
of the manuscript with two theories as to his end; did A---- B----