Meleager : $b A fantasy — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
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John Stuart Mill · en
This interval of vigorous study must have lasted about three months in
all, and in spite of many hints from the Arch-priest I firmly refused
to leave the precincts of the palace until I had gained the mastery
of the native tongue. As to whether this attitude of close seclusion
caused disappointment in the capital or annoyance among the members of
the council I paid no heed, but only showed my inflexible resolution
on this head. Having once succeeded completely in my design, I made
every effort to draw from Hiridia all conceivable information about the
land and people I had been called upon to rule, my questions ranging
over the whole field of possible inquiry. I certainly did in this way
contrive to amass a certain amount of valuable knowledge, although
I was by no means satisfied with all the answers and explanations I
received. For, if it was plain that the Arch-priest and his colleagues
were averse to supplying the required details, it was equally plain
that poor Hiridia with all the good intentions possible was excessively
ignorant of his own surroundings; for instance, he could tell me
next to nothing of the mode of life, the general conditions and the
interior affairs of any class of the realm save that of the nobility
to which he himself belonged. As to the hierarchy, on which subject
I plied him with the greatest tact, I had to conclude that, whilst
regarding the ruling caste with unmeasured awe and respect, he was
at the same time in nowise intimate with any of that elusive body,
though its members were drawn solely from his own class and were in
some cases his own relations. Thus was I compelled to build my edifice
of knowledge and discovery of bricks without straw, so that often I
was fain to lose my temper in my fruitless endeavours to attain the
truth; happily, however, my patience and perseverance triumphed over
my natural exasperation. Daily I made careful notes in English on my
parchment, altering or adding to these notes from time to time, as
further inquiry or observation served to throw more light on the main
subject of my study. And it always amused me to observe the look of
profound admiration, even of alarm, wherewith Hiridia used to regard
the cabalistic scrolls I daily annotated on my table, which stood in
the long gallery facing the sea. At the same time I grew to learn that
my tutor's reverence was mingled with an intense feeling of loyalty
and devotion to myself, so that I instinctively knew that his life
would be willingly risked in my service, should any evil chance arise.
Thus my reputation of semi-divinity in this instance certainly carried
some advantages with it! As to the Arch-priest, who always insisted on
speaking in Latin to me, I did not indeed look for the same unwavering
fidelity as I found in Hiridia, yet with that curious extra sixth
sense of mine, that is never at fault, I knew he was pleased with my
painstaking efforts, and that he was for the present at least very much