Meleager : $b A fantasy — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Meleager : $b A fantasy
John Stuart Mill · en
As to the characteristics of the Meleagrian nobles, doubtless they have
their failings, but these in my estimation are fully redeemed by their
many good qualities. There is apparent some display of haughtiness in
the higher nobility towards other less wealthy members of their own
caste, but their attitude and bearing towards their many dependents
and also towards the general populace would be worthy of imitation
even in our so-called democratic world. Of course such intimacy as I
can attain with them is necessarily limited, when one considers my own
range of knowledge and their utter inability to grasp the meaning of
any one of the many serious questions that perpetually vex my mind.
I sometimes have the sensation of living in a world of shadows, with
which I sport and even converse, for the mental gulf fixed between me
and them is fathomless and unbridgeable. Even my Hiridia, faithful
friend and delightful companion though he be, seems often a plaything
rather than a co-equal being of the same flesh and blood as myself. I
can study all these people and analyse with ease their simple empty
minds; I can sympathise with their artless pleasures and pastimes; I
can play and sing and hunt and bathe and feast with them;--but I cannot
talk with them seriously any more than can a septuagenarian professor
carry on a rational conversation with a child. Yet all the same they
are charming grown-up children; and was it not the Divine Master of our
world who more than once insisted that to share His promised kingdom
all His grown-up hearers must become as little children? Nevertheless,
despite such consoling thoughts, the fact remains that I am always
lonely.
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