Memoirs of a millionaire — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Memoirs of a millionaire
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The flush had faded from Mildred’s cheek, but I fancied from the look in
her eyes that she was in no mood to be trifled with; this was no mere
passing gust of passion. She had received a wound which had cut her to
the quick; for, as I afterwards learned to know, hers was one of those
rare natures, rare in men, rarer still in women, which scarcely feels a
personal slight, but to which a grand, absorbing idea is more real and
vital than all else, and which counts treason to this the unpardonable
sin.
“If I speak, I must speak plainly,” said Mildred. “I have neither time
nor wit to clothe my thoughts in ambiguous, inoffensive words. Like
plain, blunt Antony, I can only ‘speak right on’ and say ‘what in my
heart doth beat and burn.’”
“Good, I like that,” said Mr. Mather gravely, and there was an instant’s
silence, broken only by the chime of the cathedral clock as it struck
the hour.
“I have been thinking,” said Mildred quietly, “of those words in that
record of the young Hebrew, who, it is said, sold his birthright for a
mess of pottage. I have been thinking also of those words of our own
Emerson: ‘We live in a new and exceptional age. America is another name
for Opportunity. Our whole history appears like a last effort of
Providence in behalf of the human race.’ Perhaps you do not see the
connection between these two thoughts, but to me it seems very close. To
have for one’s inheritance the birthright of American citizenship seems
to me something so rich and precious that to despise it and ignobly sell
it,—not like Esau for the mess of pottage which could relieve his
hunger,—but to sell it to the stranger for the sake of gaining immunity
from responsibility, yes, more than that, throwing it away out of sheer
contempt for it and ingratitude for what it has done for one, this seems
to me the acme of cowardice and selfishness.”
I noticed that Mr. Mather knit his brows at this, and I thought I
detected a slight flush in his cheeks, but perhaps it was only the
firelight. Mildred did not look up or hesitate, but went steadily on.
“We sit here in the Promised Land
That flows with Freedom’s honey and milk;
But ’twas they won it, sword in hand,
Making the nettle danger soft for us as silk.”
“Yes, they won it, not we; and we, the heirs of all the ages, for whom
the whole creation has groaned and travailed until now, we, the favored
children of the best age, the best land which history has known, we idly
fold our hands and let the wealth of all the past, which others have
toiled for and shed bloody sweat to gain, fall into our laps as a matter
of course, as if it were but the just due of such lordly creatures as
we.
“Of what value, pray, is all our study of history if we have so little
realizing sense of its meaning, if we have no imagination to fill out
with quivering, throbbing life this record of the past, which shows what
mankind has been, and what, thank God, we have escaped?