Millbank; $b or, Roger Irving's ward. A novel — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Millbank; $b or, Roger Irving's ward. A novel
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Frank would far rather have stayed down by the river, and mentally
wishing his mother in Guinea, he rather languidly arose and walked away,
leaving Magdalen alone with Roger. Taking the seat Frank had vacated, he
laid his hat upon the grass, and leaning his head upon his elbow began
to talk very freely and familiarly, asking Magdalen if she missed her
schoolmates any, and if she did not think Millbank a much pleasanter
place than Charlestown.
Here was the very opening Magdalen desired;—here a chance to prove that
she was sincere in wishing to do something for herself, and in a few
words she made her intentions known to Roger, who quickly lifted himself
from his reclining position, and turned toward her a troubled, surprised
face as he asked why she wished to leave Millbank. “Are you not happy
here, Magda?”
He had written that name once to her, but had not called her thus before
in her hearing; and now as he did so his voice was so low and kind and
winning, that the tears sprang to Magdalen’s eyes, and she felt for a
moment a pang of homesickness at the thought of leaving Millbank.
“Yes, very happy,” she said; “but that is no reason why I should remain
a dependent upon you, and before I left the Seminary I determined to
earn my own living as soon as an opportunity presented itself. I cannot
forget that I have no right to be here, no claim upon you.”
“No claim up me, Magdalen! No right to be here!” Roger exclaimed. “As
well might a daughter say she had no right in her father’s house.”
“I am not your daughter, Mr. Irving. I am nobody’s daughter, so far as I
know: or if I am, I ought perhaps to blush for the parents who deserted
me. I have no name, no home, except what you so kindly gave me, and you
_have_ been kind, Mr. Irving, very, very kind, but that is no reason why
I should burden you now that I am able to take care of myself. O,
mother, mother! if I could only find her, or know why she treated me so
cruelly.”