Magdalen was sobbing now, with her face buried in her hands, and Roger
could see the great tears dropping from between her fingers. He knew she
was crying for the mother she had never known, and that shame, quite as
much as filial affection, was the cause of her distress, and he pitied
her so much, knowing just how she felt; for there had been a time when
he, too, was tormented with doubts concerning his own mother, the
golden-haired Jessie, who was now cherished in his memory as the purest
of women. He was very sorry for Magdalen, and very uncertain as to what,
under the circumstances, it was proper for him to do. The world said she
was a young lady, and if Roger had seen as much of her during the last
four weeks as Frank had seen, he might have thought so too. But so
absorbed had he been in his business, and so much of his time had been
taken up with looking over accounts and receipts, and listening to what
his agents had done, that he had given no very special attention to
Magdalen, further than that perfect courtesy and politeness which he
would award to any lady. He knew that she was very bright and pretty and
sprightly, and that the tripping of her footsteps and the rustle of her
white dress, and the sound of her clear, rich voice, breaking out in
merry peals of laughter, or singing in the twilight, made Millbank very
pleasant; but he thought of her still as a child, _his_ little child,
whom he had held in his lap in the dusty car and hushed to sleep in his
arms. She was only eighteen, he was thirty-two; and with that difference
between them, he might surely soothe and comfort her as if she really
were his daughter. Moving so near to her that her muslin dress swept
across his feet, he laid his hand very gently upon her hair, and
Magdalen, when she felt the pitying, caressing touch of that great
broad, warm hand, which seemed in some way to encircle and shield her
from all care or sorrow, bowed her head upon her lap, and cried more
bitterly than before,—cried now with a feeling of utter desolation, as
she began dimly to realize what it would be to go away from Millbank and
its master.
“Poor Magda,” he said, and his voice had in it all a father’s
tenderness, “I am sorry to see you so much distressed. I can guess in
part at the cause of your tears. You are crying for your mother, just as
I have cried for mine many and many a time.”
“No, not as you have cried for yours,” Magdalen said, lifting up her
head and flashing her brilliant eyes upon him. “Hester has told me about
_your_ mother. You believe her pure and good, while mine—oh, Mr. Irving,
I don’t know what I believe of mine.”