Milly: At Love's Extremes; A Romance of the Southland — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Milly: At Love's Extremes; A Romance of the Southland
John Stuart Mill · en
When at last the time arrived for his departure for General DeKay's,
Reynolds rose early in the morning to get ready for the little
journey. The DeKay place was down on the Alabama river, near
Montgomery, and the company from Birmingham would go by rail to the
former city, where General DeKay would have carriages for them. The
fact is that Reynolds had no physical preparations to make, these
having all been attended to with shrewd faithfulness by White; but
there was a sort of indefinable dread, or aversion, or some other
objection hovering in his mind in connection with the thought of
leaving his retirement, his hermitage, and floating out once more
upon the open sea of life. In the early gray of morning he crept
silently from the cabin and walked or rather climbed to the mountain
top and sat down on a stone with his face to the east. He had spent
a restless night, indulging, between snatches of unrefreshing sleep,
regret, remorse, repentance and other nightmares of conscience. He
had almost involuntarily sought this high perch overlooking all the
country round, as if expecting to be purified by the soft rare
atmosphere and the exhilarating wildness and freshness of the view.
The east was all aglow with the wonder of sunrise, whilst the valley
wherein Birmingham lay was shrouded in a mottled cloak of coal smoke
from the furnaces. The foot-hills, clothed in their bristling pines
and ragged scrub-oaks, were softened almost into tenderness by the
blueish film hovering over them. A dewy coolness and sweetness came
up on the morning wind as if out of the lowest stratum of the valley,
in strong contrast with the absolute dryness of the stony mountain
top. Slowly the fire of the sunrise increased in the filmy east
until the great morning-gate seemed suddenly to fly open with a wide
upward flare of flame and long, glowing spears of gold reaching out
across the valley and billowy foot-hills. Reynolds was in a
condition that demanded solitude, and yet he felt no definite purpose
in the mood, no clear reason for desiring to be alone. It filled him
with a sudden annoyance when a slight sound caused him to turn and
see Milly standing close by, bare-headed and smiling radiantly. He
frowned.
"What are you here for, Milly?" he demanded sternly. "Go back
immediately."