Milly: At Love's Extremes; A Romance of the Southland
John Stuart Mill · en
Moreton had ready no response. He felt an impulse toward putting his
hand into his pocket to give her some money; but of course he did not
do it. Never before had a look conveyed to him so sudden a discovery
of the hard lines of the life of a woman who is thrown upon her own
resources for earning a livelihood. It suggested to him a phase of
human struggle hitherto quite shut out of his imagination, however
familiar to Americans.
"Well, good-by," she presently said, with an almost cheerful smile.
"I wish I could stay here always: this is pretty near my ideal of
what a home should be." She cast a slow glance around her, letting
her eyes linger on the picturesque old mansion and its embowering
trees. Moreton fancied that her face betrayed a feeling of weariness
and failure, as if her enthusiasm had suddenly vanished.
"Good-by, Miss Crabb, I wish you great success," he responded,
cordially taking her hand. It was the best he could do.
"Thank you," she quickly replied. "I am determined to deserve
success, at least; but it is a long way off, I sometimes fear." She
turned to go to the waiting carriage, but faced him again and added:
"This has been a most charming experience to me. What a sweet,
restful life it must be living here. I almost envy--I almost covet
Mrs. Ransom's lot. I have had such a hard----," but she did not
finish the sentence. "Good-by," she repeated, and went away.
Moreton felt a pang of sympathy for this poor girl, though he had no
very definite idea of what her struggles, her hopes and her failures
might be. It was enough for him to know that she was good and honest
and earnest, and that she felt the hardship of some galling
limitations.
"Will she ever come to any thing? Is there really any chance for a
person like her in this country?" he inquired of Miss Noble a little
later, as he sat by her side on a rustic seat under some trees by the
river.
"She may make a hit, as it is termed," was the answer. "Some of them
do, and then, if she will make the most of it, she may get to where
life is easier; but at best she can not hope for much."
"It seems queer and pitiful to me," he said, after a moment of
thoughtfulness, "that so good and kind a girl as she evidently is
should have to do such things. Her situation has deeply touched me."
"That is because you haven't been used to it. Young ladies probably
do not report for the press in England," replied Cordelia. "It is a
very common thing for them to do it here."
Moreton smiled, as one who gives up a sentiment rather reluctantly is
apt to do, and said:
"Still I would rather not see it; she appeared out of place, somehow."
"She was quite out of place here; but she has become so used to
overcoming such obstacles that she easily evaded any sense of the
impropriety of invading the privacy of General DeKay's----