Milly: At Love's Extremes; A Romance of the Southland
John Stuart Mill · en
"No, I beg your pardon," hastily spoke up Moreton. "You do her
wrong. She _did_ feel very keenly that she was _de trop_, that she
wasn't just free and welcome, don't you know. I saw it--she almost
acknowledged it to me, in fact, and I felt downright sorry for her."
"Poor thing!" exclaimed Cordelia, her voice softening with the sudden
change in her quick sympathy. "Poor girl! and we didn't try to help
her or to make her feel easy. I hate myself for it. I see how mean
I have been. It would have been so easy to have smoothed things for
her, too!"
Moreton felt a temptation to seize this warm-hearted, impulsive girl
and press her close to his breast. Indeed he had a right to be
sorely tempted, for she was a strong, lithe, blooming maiden, whose
steadfast honesty and purity glowed in her eyes and on her lips.
Then there was the dreamy sunshine and the checkered shade and the
softly rippling breeze to add to his mood, and yonder was the
slumberous river lapsing away between its brakes. But he satisfied
himself with simply looking at her and allowing her beauty to freshen
and sweeten his heart.
"I suppose it is selfish and narrow," he presently said; "but I am
heartily glad that all of them are gone--that we are left alone
together, aren't you?"
She laughed, but she blushed as well, and looked away from him as she
answered in what she meant for a very careless tone:
"Oh, I like company and bright talk and the excitement of numbers; it
exhilarates me. This will be a dull old place, now that the party
has dwindled down to four or five. I hope my father has almost run
the gamut of his cartridges."
"Not a dull place," he said with a peculiar emphasis, "a dreamy,
fascinating place, rather. The river yonder, see how it glimmers,
and this breeze; I never was so happy at any place as I am here and
now. There is a sort of mystery in the influence of things around
us."
She looked at him with a quick inquiry in her clear eyes, as if to
discover whether or not he was jesting. Something in his bold yet
tender gaze parried her glance and her lids dropped. She drooped her
head and shoulders a little, too, as if under some suddenly imposed
burden.
"Aren't you very happy here?" he went on, leaning a little toward
her. "I want you to be very happy."
"Oh, yes, I'm always happy. I never was unhappy in my life," she
answered with a show of vehemence, instead of the careless lightness
that she intended should appear. "I'm never serious enough to become
sad."
Moreton looked at her with tender fervor, the power of love full upon
him, and yet the silly rhyme kept ringing in his brain:
"The light of her eyes,
And the dew of her lips,
Where the moth never flies
And the bee never sips."