"I do not care to speak about him, Milly," she said; "he was not a good
father, and he is best forgotten. I never had a real friend till I met
my husband."
'There is one part of her character which I am bound to appreciate. I
believe that she is really grateful and devoted to papa, and he
certainly seems thoroughly happy in her society. The marriage had the
effect which I felt sure it must have--it has divided us two most
completely; but if it has made him happy, I have no reason to complain.
What could I wish for beyond his happiness?
'And now, Milly, for my news. Julian Stormont has been here, and has
asked me to be his wife.
'He came over last Saturday afternoon, intending to stop with us till
Monday morning. It was a bright warm day here, and in the afternoon he
persuaded me to walk to Cumber Church with him. You remember the way we
drove through the wood the day we went to the Priory, I daresay; but
there is a nearer way than that for foot passengers, and I think a
prettier one--a kind of cross-cut through the same wood. I consented
willingly enough, having nothing better to do with myself, and we had a
pleasant walk to church, talking of all kinds of things. As we returned
Julian grew very serious, and when we were about half way upon our
journey, he asked me if I could guess what had brought him over to
Thornleigh. Of course I told him that I concluded he had come as he
usually did--for rest and change after the cares of business, and to
talk about business affairs with papa.
'He told me he had come for something more than that. He came to tell
me that he had loved me all his life; that there was nothing my father
would like better than our union if it could secure my happiness, as he
hoped and believed it might.
'I think you know, Mary, that no idea of this kind had ever entered my
mind. I told Julian this, and told him that, however I might esteem him
as my cousin, he could never be nearer or dearer to me than that. The
change in his face when he heard this almost frightened me. He grew
deadly pale, but I am certain it was anger rather than disappointment
that was uppermost in his mind. I never knew until then what a hard
cruel face it could be.
"Is this irrevocable, Emily?" he asked, in a cold firm voice; "is there
no hope that you will change your mind by and by?"
"No, Julian; I am never likely to do that."
"There is some one else, then, I suppose," he said.
"No, indeed, there is no one else."
"Highly complimentary to me!" he cried, with a harsh laugh.
'I was very sorry for him, in spite of that angry look.
"Pray don't imagine that I do not appreciate your many high qualities,
Julian," I said, "or that I do not feel honoured by your preference for
me. No doubt there are many women in the world better deserving your
regard than I am, who would be able to return it."