He was handsome still, but the dark powerful face had a sort of rugged
look, the heavy eyebrows overshadowed the sombre black eyes, a thick
fierce-looking moustache shrouded the mouth, but could not quite
conceal an expression, half cynical, half melancholy, that lurked about
the lowered corners of the full firm lips. He looked like a man whose
past life held some sad or sinful history.
I could fancy, as I looked at him, that last bitter interview with his
mother, and I could imagine how hard and cruel such a man might be
under the influence of an unpardonable wrong. Like Mrs. Darrell, I was
inclined to place myself on the side of the unfortunate lovers, rather
than on that of the mother, who had been willing to sacrifice her son's
happiness to her pride of race.
We all three remained silent for some little time, Milly and I standing
together in the window, Mr. Egerton leaning against the mantelpiece,
watching the rain with an absent look in his face. He roused himself at
last, as if with an effort, and came over to the window by which we
stood.
'It looks rather hopeless at present,' he said; 'but I shall spin you
over to Thornleigh in no time; so you mustn't be anxious. It is at
Thornleigh Manor you live, is it not?'
'Yes,' Milly answered. 'My name is Darrell, and this young lady is Miss
Crofton, my very dear friend.'
He bowed in recognition of this introduction.
'I thought as much--I mean as to your name being Darrell. I had the
honour to know Mr. Darrell very well when I was a lad, and I have a
vague recollection of a small child in white frock, who, I think, must
have been yourself. I have only been home a week, or I should have done
myself the pleasure of calling on your father.'
'Papa is in Paris,' Milly answered, 'with my stepmother.'
'Ah, he has married again, I hear. One of the many changes that have
come to pass since I was last in Yorkshire.'
'Have you returned for good, Mr. Egerton?'
'For good--or for evil--who knows?' he answered, with a careless laugh.
'As to whether I stay here so many weeks or so many years, that is a
matter of supreme uncertainty. I never am in the same mind very long
together. But I am heartily sick of knocking about abroad, and I cannot
possibly find life emptier or duller here than I have found it in
places that people call gay.'
'I can't fancy any one growing tired of such a place as the Priory,'
said Milly.
'"Stone walls do not a prison make, nor iron bars a cage." "'Tis in
ourselves that we are thus or thus." Cannot you fancy a man getting
utterly tired of himself and his own thoughts--knowing himself by
heart, and finding the lesson a dreary one? Perhaps not. A girl's life
seems all brightness. What should such happy young creatures know of
that arid waste of years that lies beyond a man's thirtieth birthday,
when his youth has not been a fortunate one? Ah, there is a break in
the sky yonder; the rain will be over presently.'