'But you can make me very unhappy by your doubts, Mary,' she answered.
I kissed her, and did my best to console her; but she was not easily to
be comforted, and left me in a half-sorrowful, half-angry mood. I had
disappointed her, she told me--she had felt so sure of my sympathy; and
instead of sharing her happiness, I had made her miserable by my
fanciful doubts and gloomy forebodings. After she had gone, I sat by
the window for a long time, thinking of her disconsolately, and feeling
myself very guilty. But I had a fixed conviction that Mr. Darrell would
refuse to receive Angus Egerton as his daughter's suitor, and that the
course of this love-affair was not destined to be a smooth one.
The result proved that I had been right. Mr. Egerton had a long
interview with Mr. Darrell in the library next morning, during which
his proposal was most firmly rejected. Milly and I knew that he was in
the house, and my poor girl walked up and down our sitting-room with
nervously clasped hands and an ashy pale face all the time those two
were together down-stairs.
She turned to me with a little piteous look when she heard Angus
Egerton ride away from the front of the house.
'O Mary, what is my fate to be?' she asked. 'I think he has been
rejected. I do not think he would have gone away without seeing me if
the interview had ended happily.'
A servant came to summon us both to the library. We went down together,
Milly's cold hand clasped in mine.
Mr. Darrell was not alone. His wife was sitting with her back to the
window, very pale, and with an angry brightness in her eyes.
'Sit down, Miss Crofton,' Mr. Darrell said very coldly; 'and you,
Milly, come here.'
She went towards him with a slow faltering step, and sank down into the
chair to which he pointed, looking at him all the time in an eager
beseeching way that I think must have gone to his heart. He was
standing with his back to the empty fireplace, and remained standing
throughout the interview.
'I think you know that I love you, Milly,' he began, 'and that your
happiness is the chief desire of my mind.'
'I'm sure of that, papa.'
'And yet you have deceived me.'
'Deceived you? O papa, in what way?'
'By encouraging the hopes of a man whom you must have known I would
never receive as your husband; by suffering your feelings to become
engaged, without one word of warning to me, and in a manner that you
must have known could not fail to be most obnoxious to me.'
'O papa, I did not know; it was only yesterday that Mr. Egerton spoke
for the first time. There has been nothing hidden from you.'
'Nothing? Do you call your intimate acquaintance with this man nothing?
He may have delayed any actual declaration until my return--with an
artful appearance of consideration for me; but some kind of love-affair
must have been going on between you all the time.'
'No, indeed, papa; until yesterday there was never anything but the
most ordinary acquaintance. Mary knows--'