“What is the use? He will not listen,” she thought, feverishly. “I will
let him love me while he is here and when he is gone I will write him
very positively that I can not marry him.”
Her love and his happy masterful air made a coward of her, and she was
willing to put off the fatal declaration, feeling a guilty pleasure in
basking in this sunshine to which she had no right, and from which she
must soon steal away into the gloom of a life made sad by an unhappy
love.
For deep down in her heart Molly Trueheart knew already that this
mutual love between her and Cecil Laurens was a catastrophe, not a
blessing, as he believed it. She knew that she could never marry him,
but her feeble declarations to that effect had been silenced by his
objections, so she decided to filch from fate a few bitter-sweet hours
before she parted forever from this splendid yet forbidden love.
Afterward, when the storm-rains of despair beat on her defenseless
head, and her heart ached on amid fiercest tortures, Molly looked
back on this hour, the beginning of it all, with a great wonder at her
weakness and cowardice. Why had she yielded even for an hour to this
madness? Why had she let her love make her a craven and a coward?
She laid all the blame upon herself in wonder and sorrow and
repentance, too ignorant and unversed in the mysteries of life and
nature to comprehend that it was not so much her honesty that had been
at fault as that through her love her will-power had been dominated
by the magnetic force of her lover. For grand, handsome, noble Cecil
Laurens, although unconscious of his power, was possessed of a strong
magnetism that subtly influenced all with whom he came in contact,
and doubly attracted the susceptible girl whom he loved. She did not
realize the power of this magnetic will any more than Cecil himself
did, yet certainly it was more than half to blame for poor Molly
Trueheart’s treachery.
CHAPTER XV.
All in a minute, as it seemed, he was putting on her first finger the
splendid solitaire diamond from his own hand.
“Will you wear this for an engagement ring, or shall I buy you a new
one?” he asked.
“I prefer this because you have worn it,” she answered, frankly, and
blushing very much, at which Cecil was delighted.
To herself she said, sadly:
“That is the truth, but there is another reason still for my
preference. I must not put him to the expense of a new ring, for this
will do for the few days that I shall be able to keep up the farce of
an engagement.”
She sat silent, twisting the costly gem uneasily about her finger, when
suddenly she saw coming toward her across the lawn Mrs. Barry, attended
by Agnes Walker, her maid.
The sight roused Molly from the dream of bliss into which she was
falling. She pulled the ring from her finger.
“Here, take it back; I--I can’t marry you. Don’t tell Aunt Thalia,
please,” she faltered, desperately.
Cecil took the ring and her hand with it, and pushed the jewel back on
the slim, rosy finger.