My Pretty Maid; or, Liane Lester — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
My Pretty Maid; or, Liane Lester
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"The palm will surely be mine, both by reason of beauty and belleship,"
she thought triumphantly, sneering, as she added: "The town will surely
choose one of its own maidens for the honor, and who would think of
awarding the prize to any one here except myself? True, they say
that all of Miss Bray's pretty sewing girls have had their pictures
accepted, and it's true that some of them are rather pretty, especially
that Liane Lester, but who would think of giving a vote to a common
sewing girl? I don't fear any of them, I'm sure! But, how I should hate
any girl that took the prize from me!" she concluded, with a gleam of
deadly jealousy in her great, flashing eyes, that could burn like live
coals in their peculiar, reddish-brown shade.
But an element of uncertainty was added to the situation, now, in the
defection of Jesse Devereaux.
"What if, in his passionate resentment against me, he should cast his
vote for another?" she thought, in dismay so great that she determined
to humble herself to the dust if she could but win him back.
She sent him flowers every day, and, accompanying them, love letters,
in which she poured out her grief and repentance; but, alas, all her
efforts fell on stony ground.
The recreant knight, busy with his new love dream, scarcely wasted
a thought on Roma. He replied to her letters, thanking her for the
flowers and her kindly sentiments, assuring her that he bore no malice,
and forgave her for her folly; but he added unequivocally that his
fancy for her was dead, and could never be resurrected.
"His fancy! He can call it a fancy now!" the girl moaned bitterly,
and in that moment she tasted, for the first time, the bitterness of a
cruel defeat, where she had been so confident of success.
She could not realize that he loved her no more, that the fancy she
had so carefully cultivated was dead so soon! The pain and humiliation
were most bitter. She rued in dust and ashes her hasty severance of her
engagement.
Added to the bitterness of losing his love was the pain of having him
vote against her at the Beauty Show.
"He will be sure to do so out of pure spite, even if he thought me the
most beautiful of all!" she thought bitterly. "Oh, I wonder for whom he
will cast his vote! How I should hate her if I knew! I--I could trample
her pretty face beneath my feet!"
In desperation she resolved to cultivate the acquaintance of the
artist, Malcolm Dean. He was to be one of the judges, she knew. Perhaps
she could win him over to her side.
Gradually she took heart of hope again.
It could not be possible Jesse's heart had turned against her so
suddenly. No, no! When they met again she would be able to draw him
back again.
She had heard that he was going to be present at the Beauty Show. She
would wear her new rubies and her most becoming gown for his eyes.
There were other girls than Roma planning to look their prettiest that
night, and one was Liane Lester.