New York: Its Upper Ten and Lower Million — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
New York: Its Upper Ten and Lower Million
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"This child will be a woman soon, and she must be prepared to enter
upon life with all the accomplishments suitable to the position which
she will occupy," continued my mother; "I wish her to remain with you
until she is ready to enter the great world. But she must have proper
instruction in music and dancing. She must not be altogether a wild
country girl, when she goes into society. But, however, my dear Mr.
Walworth, we will talk of this alone."
Young as I was I could perceive that there was a mystery about my
mother, her previous life, or present position, which the good
clergyman did not feel himself called upon to penetrate.
She took his arm and led him into the cottage, and they conversed for a
long time alone, while I remained upon the porch, buried in a sort of
dreamy revery, and watching the white clouds as they sailed along the
summer sky.
"I shall be absent two years," I heard my mother's voice, as leaning on
the good clergyman's arm she again came forth upon the porch; "see that
when I return, in place of this pretty child you will present to me a
beautiful and accomplished lady."
She took me in her arms and kissed me, while Mr. Walworth exclaimed:
"Indeed, my dear madam, I can never allow myself to think of Frances'
leaving this home while I am living. She has been with me so long--is
so dear to me--that the very thought of parting with her, is like
tearing my heart-strings!"
He spoke with undisguised emotion; my mother took him warmly by the
hand, and again thanked him for the care and love which he had lavished
on her child.
At length she said "Farewell!" and I watched her as she went down the
garden-walk to the wicket gate, and then across the road, until she
entered a by-path which wound among the hills of the Neprehaun into the
valley below. She was lost to my sight in the shadows of the foliage.
She emerged to view again far down the valley, and I saw her enter her
grand carriage, and saw her kerchief waving from the carriage window,
as it rolled away.
I watched, O! how earnestly I watched, until the carriage rose to
sight on the summit of a distant hill, beyond the spire of the village
church. Then, as it disappeared and bore my mother from my sight, I sat
down and wept bitterly.
Would I had never seen her face again!
A year passed away.
CHAPTER IV.
MAIDENHOOD.