New York: Its Upper Ten and Lower Million — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
New York: Its Upper Ten and Lower Million
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"The devil is a very great fool," he said, with a burst of laughter,
"to give himself so much trouble about a world which is not worth the
damning." And then turning to Esther, he said bitterly: "Do you ask
me why I utterly despise mankind, and why I have lost all faith in
good? In the course of a long and somewhat tumultuous life, I have
found one thing true,--whenever from a pure impulse, I have advocated
a noble thought, or done a good deed, I have been hunted like a dog,
and whenever from mere egotism, I have defended a bad principle, or
achieved an infamous deed, I have been worshiped as a demigod. Yes, it
is not for one's bad deeds that we are blamed; it is for the good, that
condemnation falls upon us."
He strode to the table, and filled a glass to the brim with blood-red
Burgundy: "My beautiful Esther, your answer! Which do you choose?
On the one hand want and persecution, on the other, position and
power,--yes, on the one hand the life of the hunted pariah; on the
other, sway of an absolute queen."
He drained the glass, without removing it from his lips; then advancing
to the sofa, he took her hands within his own, and raised her gently to
her feet.
"Esther, it is time to make your choice," he said, bending the force
of his gaze upon that beautiful countenance: "which will you be? Your
brother's slave, hunted at every step, and even doomed to be the pariah
of the social world,--or, will you be the ward of Gabriel Godlike, the
beautiful heiress of his West Indian friend, the unrivaled queen of
life at the capital."
Esther felt his burning gaze, and said with downcast eyes,--her voice
very low and faint--"And in return for this generous protection, what
am I to give you?"
"Can you ask, my child?" he said, and pressed her hand within his
own.--"You will be my friend, my counselor, my companion."
"Companion?"
"Wearied with the toils of state, the wear and tear of the world,--in
your presence, I will seek oblivion of the world and its cares. With
you I will grow young again, and--who knows--but guided by you, I
shall, even at three-score, learn to hope in man? Your heart is fresh,
your intellect clear and vivid: I shall often seek your counsel in
affairs of state, for I have learned, that in nine cases out of ten,
it is better to rely upon the _intuitions_ of woman, than upon the
careful logic of the shrewdest man. In a word, dear child, you will be
my companion,--my divinity"--
"Divinity?"
"Yes,--divinity! Tradition says that Lucretia Borgia was the most
wondrously beautiful woman of all her age; and if yonder canvas does
not flatter her, tradition does not lie. Now, you are living and more
beautiful than Lucretia Borgia, without her crimes. Yes, more lovely
than Lucretia, and,--pure as heaven's own light."
"Pure as heaven's own light?"