New York: Its Upper Ten and Lower Million — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
New York: Its Upper Ten and Lower Million
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"Frank, do you blame me," she said, looking at me carefully--"for
having you reared so quietly, far away in the country, in order that
at the proper age, strong in health and rich in accomplishments and
beauty, you might be prepared to enter upon the enjoyments and duties
suitable to your station?"
How could I blame her?
I spoke gratefully again and again of the wealth and comfort which
surrounded me, and then forgetting it all--broke forth into
impassioned praise of my cottage home, of the good clergyman, of old
Alice and--Ernest.
Something which came over my mother's face at the mention of Ernest's
name, warned me that it was not yet time to speak of my engagement to
him.
That night I bathed my limbs in a perfumed bath, laid my head on a
silken pillow, and slept beneath a canopy of lace, as soft and light
and transparent as the summer mist through which you can see the blue
sky and the distant mountain. And resting on the silken pillow I
dreamed--not of the splendor with which I was surrounded, nor of the
golden prospects of my future,--but, of my childhood's home, and the
quiet scenes of other days. In my sleep my heart turned back to them.
Once more I heard the voice of the good old man. I heard the shrill
tones of Alice, as the sun shone on my frosted window-pane, on a clear,
cold winter morn. Then the voice of Ernest, calling me "Wife!" and
pressing me to his bosom in the forest nook. I awoke with his name on
my lips, and,----
My mother stood by the bedside gazing upon me attentively, a smile on
her lips, but the wrinkle darkly defined between her brows. The sun
shone brightly through the window curtains.
"Get up my dear," she kissed me,--"You have a busy day before you."
And it was a busy day! I was handed over to the milliners and
dressmakers, and whirled in my carriage from one jeweler's shop
to another. It was not until the third day that my dresses were
completed--according to my mother's taste,--and not until the fourth,
that the jewels which were to adorn my forehead, my neck, my arms and
bosom, had been properly selected. Wardrobe and diamonds worthy of a
queen--and was I happy? No! I began to grow homesick, for my dear quiet
home, on the hill-side above the Neprehaun.
CHAPTER XI.
"SHE'LL DO."
It was on the fourth day, in the afternoon, that my mother desired
my presence in the parlor, where she wished to present me to a much
esteemed friend, Mr. Wareham--Mr. Wallace Wareham.
"An excellent man," whispered my mother as we went down stairs
together, "and immensely rich."
I was richly dressed in black; my neck, my arms and shoulders bare. My
dark hair, gathered plainly aside from my face, was adorned by a single
snow-white flower. As I passed by the mirror in the parlor, I could
not help feeling a throb of womanly pride, or--vanity; and my mother
whispered, "Frank, you excel yourself to-day."