New York: Its Upper Ten and Lower Million — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
New York: Its Upper Ten and Lower Million
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"You have been fatigued by the bustle of the last three days," said my
mother kindly: "Mr. Wareham will excuse you," and she made me a sign to
leave the room.
Never was a sign more willingly obeyed. I hurried from the room, and as
I closed the door, I heard Mr. Wareham say in a low voice--
"She'll do. When will you tell her?"
That night, as I sat on the edge of my bed, clad in my night-dress--my
dark hair half gathered in a lace cap and half falling on my
shoulders--my mother came suddenly into the room, and placing her
candle on a table, took her seat by me on the bed. She was, as I have
told you, an exceedingly beautiful woman, in spite of the threads of
silver in her hair and the ominous wrinkle between her brows. But as
she sat by me, and put her arm about my neck, toying with my hair, her
look was infinitely affectionate.
"And what do you think of Mr. Wareham, dear?" she asked me--and I felt
that her gaze was fixed keenly on my face.
I described my impressions frankly and with what language I could
command, concluding with the words, "In short, I do not like him. He
makes me feel afraid."
"O, you'll soon get over that," answered my mother. "Now he takes a
great interest in you. Let me tell you something about him. He is a
foreign gentleman, immensely rich; worth hundreds of thousands, perhaps
a million. He has estates in this country, in England and France. He
has traveled over half the globe; on further acquaintance you will be
charmed by his powers of observation, his fund of anecdote, his easy
flow of conversational eloquence. And then he has a good heart, Frank!
I could keep you up all night in repeating but a small portion of his
innumerable acts of benevolence. I met him first in Paris, years ago,
just after he had unhappily married. And since I first met him he has
been my fast friend. He is a good, a noble man, Frank; you _will_, you
_must_ like him."
"But, then, his eyes, mother! and _that_ lip!" and I cast my eyes
meekly to the floor.
"Pshaw!" returned my mother, with a start, "don't allow yourself to
make fun of a dear personal friend of mine." She kissed me on the
forehead,--"you _will_ like him, dear," and bade me good-night.
And on my silken pillow I slept and dreamed--of home,--of the good old
man,--of Ernest and the forest nook,--but all my dreams were haunted by
a vision of two great eyes and a huge red lip--everywhere, everywhere
they haunted me, the lip now projecting over the clergyman's head and
the eyes looking over Ernest's shoulder. I awoke with a start and a
laugh.
"You are in good spirits, my child," said my mother, who stood by the
bed.
"I had a frightful dream but it ended funnily. All night long I've seen
nothing but Mr. Wareham's eyes and lip, but the last I saw of them they
were flying like butterflies a few feet above ground, eyes first and
lips next, and old Alice chasing them with her broom."
"Never mind; you _will_ like him," rejoined my mother.