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Nina's peril : $b a novel
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“To defend myself,” Sibyl answered, pitilessly. “You said crueler
things to me down stairs to-night, and yet I had done nothing wrong. I
loved Talbot, that was all my sin. I loved him, and when I was saying a
last farewell to all my hopes I laid my head upon his breast and wept,
that was all!”
“Your hopes?” Nina echoed, uncomprehendingly.
“Yes, my hopes,” Sibyl answered, watching the lovely shame stricken
face before her with keen eyes. “Before Talbot came home to you he told
me that he meant to procure a divorce from you that he might marry me!”
“Oh, God!” Nina cried, and reeled backward into her chair like one
death-smitten.
“Do not take it so hard, Nina,” said the smooth, musical voice. “I have
more to tell you yet.”
“No more for sweet pity’s sake!” cried the agonized girl.
“I must for in this lies my whole defense,” Sibyl answered, sadly. “You
think very hard of Talbot now, but you will retract your opinion when
you hear that when he came home and saw you he repented his promise to
me!”
A faint gleam of hope flashed into Nina’s eyes.
“He repented,” she murmured to herself.
“Yes,” Sibyl answered, sobbingly. “He told me that we must say an
eternal farewell to our love and our hopes. He had found out that
you loved him devotedly, and he was so sure that you would contest a
divorce that he was afraid to ask your consent. He said that you were
his wife and that we must sacrifice ourselves on the altar of your
happiness. We kissed and parted for an eternal farewell! Oh, Nina,
Nina,” she fell on her knees with a sudden theatrical semi-tragic air,
“You cannot have the heart to be angry with us any longer when you
know that we are so unhappy, and that we are parted forever for your
sake. Forgive me, dear, for the unconscious wrong I did you in winning
Talbot’s heart, and promise me that you will not hate me any longer for
the poor reason that he belonged to me before an adverse fate gave him
to you!”
The passionate torrent of words ceased, and Nina lifted her hand and
pointed to the door.
“Go, for heaven’s sake,” she said. “I cannot bear your presence any
longer.”
Sibyl rose, sullenly.
“Nina, you must have a heart of stone,” she cried, upbraidingly. “After
the way I have humbled myself to you, you have not one single word of
sympathy for the grief that you alone have caused me! You are not one
bit sorry for poor Talbot and me!”
“I am sorry for you both--sorrier still for myself,” said Nina,
drearily. “But what are you waiting for, Mrs. St. Alban? Do you want me
to promise you that Talbot shall have a divorce?”
“Ah, you will not do it. _He_ said so,” Sibyl answered, hopelessly.
“He said you were so desperately fond of him you would not give him
up. Don’t think I blame you, Nina. I know how you feel by my own
experience.”