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Nina's peril : $b a novel
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She answered, “yes,” and he took her at her word. The day after Mrs.
St. Alban’s funeral he quitted Selwyn Heights, saying to himself that
he would never return there, never claim the place as his, although,
since Nina’s death there was no owner for it but him. Miss Drusilla’s
broad hints that his mother had married him to Nina from mercenary
motives still rankled bitterly in his heart. He would show her that
she was mistaken. He would never touch one penny of all the vast Selwyn
wealth. His own narrow income should suffice for his wanderings.
He went to Baltimore and had an interview with the drug clerk who had
sold Nina the fatal poison. When he left him he had not a doubt that
it was his wife who had thus recklessly precipitated herself into
eternity. He carried with him in his exile the dainty handkerchief
that bore her name. It lay always upon his breast. But it brought him
no peace. Rather it was like the shirt of mail that Nessus wore for an
everlasting torture.
* * * * *
“I will go abroad with you, Strangemore, if you will have my company,”
said Oswald Ferris.
He had been one of Duke Cameron’s yachting friends, and later one of
the guests at Selwyn Heights, a tall, dark, taciturn man whom every
one voted a good fellow, but no one quite understood. Duke Cameron had
admired him for his handsome looks and his superior intellect, but the
ladies had declared that they were afraid of him, although they never
could explain the reason why.
“It is just because”--Virgie Mason would say, vaguely, and with this
highly satisfactory reason the subject would fall through.
Talbot Strangemore stared in surprise at the offer of Ferris.
“I warn you that I shall be a dull companion,” he said, hoarsely, “I am
steeped to the lips in misery.”
“We shall be companions in despair then,” Oswald Ferris answered,
drawing his heavy brows darkly together, “I too am going abroad to seek
Nepenthe from maddening memory.”
“_You!_”
They gazed at each other a moment, then Ferris said, with bitter
emphasis:
“Yes, even I! Have you never guessed my painful secret, Strangemore?
I, too, loved Sibyl St. Alban. She, the cruel little coquette, made a
victim of me, then threw me aside like a broken toy, when she met you.
We are fellow-companions in misery. I know she was fickle, light, and
unworthy, yet since she died I seem to be going mad, I shall lose my
senses unless I find
“Respite, respite, and Nepenthe
From my memories of Lenore.”
So the two men with their shadowed lives sailed away from the American
shores together.
CHAPTER XXIV.
“SHE IS DEAD TO ALL.”
“My little Nina, my sweet pupil, a murderess! No, no, never! I cannot
believe it. That woman spoke falsely,” Mrs. Fielding cried, turning her
white, horror-struck face upon her husband.