Oberland : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 9 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Oberland : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 9
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He was smiling, the smile of an old friend. With a sharp effort she
pushed her way through, wondering how long she had sat staring at them,
to recognition of the Croydon party. Who else indeed could it be? She
gathered herself together and instantly saw in the hidden future not the
sunlit mountains of her desire but for the first time the people already
ensconced at the Alpenstock, demanding awareness and at least the
semblance of interest. Sports-people, not only to the manner born—that,
though they would not know it, was a tie, a home-tie pulling at her
heart—but to the manner dressed, making one feel not merely inadequate
but improperly hard-up. But since she was to live on a balcony? And
there was the borrowed fur-coat ... and the blue gown.
The words sung out by the Croydon father were lost amongst their echoes
in the rafters. She heard only the English voice, come, as she had come,
so far and so laboriously. Her gladly answering words were drowned by
the sudden jingling of sleighbells at the door near by.
* * * * *
Behind the sturdy horse, whose head-tossings caused the silvery clash of
bells was the sleigh of _The Polish Jew_, brought out of the darkness at
the back of the stage and brightly coloured: upon a background of
pillar-box red, flourishing gilt scrolls surrounded little landscape
scenes painted upon its sides in brilliant deep tones that seemed to
spread a warmth and call attention to the warmth within the little
carriage sitting compact and low on its runners and billowing with a
large fur rug.
As unexpected as the luxurious vehicle was the changed aspect of the
driver. Still wearing smock and slouch hat he had now an air of gravity,
the air of a young student of theology. And on his face as he put her
into the sleigh was a look of patient responsibility. He packed and
arranged with the manner of one handling valuables, silently; the Swiss
manner perhaps of treating the English, acquired and handed down through
long experience of the lavish generosity of these travellers from whom
it was useless to expect an intelligible word. But there was contempt
too; deep-rooted, patient contempt.
This was luxury. There was warmth under her feet, fur lining upon the
back of the seat reinforced by the thickness of the fur-coat and all
about her the immense fur rug. There was nothing to fear from the air
that presently would be in movement, driving by and growing colder as
the sleigh went up into the unknown heights. Away ahead the Croydon
party made a compact black mass between the two horses of their larger
sleigh and the luggage standing out behind in unwieldy cubes just above
the snow. Their driver was preparing to start. On all the upward way
they would be visible ahead, stealing its mystery, heralding the hotel
at the end.