Oberland : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 9 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Oberland : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 9
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After all no one was to witness her apprenticeship. And to get up within
sight of the summits was worth much suffering. Suffering that would be
forgotten. And if these were Oberland men, then there was to be
_ski-running_ to-morrow. Si-renna, what else could that mean? Patois,
rich and soft. Doomed to die. Other words gathered unawares on the way
came and placed themselves beside those ringing in her ears.
Terminations, turns of sound, upon a new quality of voice. Strong and
deep and ringing with a wisdom that brought her a sense of helpless
ignorance. The helpless ignorance of town culture.
* * * * *
The thin penetrating mist promised increasing cold. The driver flung on
a cloak, secured at the neck but falling open across his chest and
leaving exposed his thinly clad arms and bare hands.
She pulled high the collar of her fur-coat, rimy now at its edges, and
her chin ceased to ache and only her eyes and cheekbones felt the thin
icy attacking mist that had appeared so suddenly. The cold of a few
moments ago numbing her face had brought a hint of how one might freeze
quietly to death, numbed and as if warmed by an intensity of cold; and
that out amongst the mountains it would not be terrible. But this raw
mist bringing pain in every bone it touched would send one aching to
one’s death, crushed to death by a biting increasing pain.
She felt elaborately warm, not caring even now how long might go on this
swift progress along a track that still wound through corridors of
mountains and still found mountains rising ahead. But night would come
and the great shapes all about her would be wrapped away until they were
a darkness in the sky.
If this greying light were the fall of day then certainly the cold would
increase. She tried to reckon how far she had travelled eastwards, by
how much earlier the sun would set. But south, too, she had come....
* * * * *
The mist was breaking, being broken from above. It dawned upon her that
they had been passing impossibly through clouds and were now reaching
their fringe. Colour was coming from above, was already here in dark
brilliance, thundery. Turning to look down the track she saw distance,
cloud masses, light-soaked and gleaming.
And now from just ahead high in the mist, a sunlit peak looked down.
Long after she had sat erect from her warm ensconcement, the sunlit
mountain corridors still seemed to be saying watch, see, if you can
believe it, what we can do. And all the time it seemed that they must
open out and leave her upon the hither side of enchantment, and still
they turned and brought fresh vistas. Sungilt masses beetling variously
up into pinnacles that truly cut the sky high up beyond their
high-clambering pinewoods, where their snow was broken by patches of
tawny crag. She still longed to glide forever onwards through this
gladness of light.