Oberland : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 9 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Oberland : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 9
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It was not only the appeal of varying shape and colour or even of the
many perfumes each with its power of evoking images: the heavy
voluptuous scents suggesting brunette adventuresses, Turkish cigarettes
and luxurious idleness; the elusive, delicate, that could bring
spring-time into a winter bedroom darkened by snow-clouds. The secret of
its power was in the way it pervaded one’s best realisations of everyday
life. No wonder Beethoven worked at his themes washing and re-washing
his hands. And even in merely washing with an empty mind there is a
_charm_; though it is an empty charm, the illusion of beginning, as soon
as you have finished, all over again as a different person. But all
great days had soap, impressing its qualities upon you, during your most
intense moments of anticipation, as a prelude. And the realisation of a
good day past, coming with the early morning hour, is accompanied by
soap. Soap is with you when you are in that state of feeling life at
first hand that makes even the best things that can happen important not
so much in themselves as in the way they make you conscious of life, and
of yourself living. Every day, even those that are called ordinary days,
with its miracle of return from sleep, is heralded by soap, summoning
its retinue of companion days.
To buy a new cake of soap is to buy a fresh stretch of days. Its little
weight, treasure, minutely heavy in the hand, is life, past present and
future compactly welded.
Post-office offering universal hospitality more vitally than the little
church. A beggar could perhaps find help in a church more easily than in
a post-office. Yet the mere atmosphere of a post-office offered
something a church could never give. Even to enter it and come away
without transactions was to have been in the midst of life. And to
handle stamps, and especially foreign stamps, was to be aware of just
those very distances the post had abolished.
The priced goods in the windows were discouragingly high. One window
behind whose thick plate glass were set forth just a few things very
tastefully arranged, showed no prices at all and had the ominous note of
a west-end shop. Next door was a windowful that might have been
transplanted from Holborn so much steel was there, such an array of
rectangular labels and announcements. Skates and skates and skates. Then
a chemist’s and an inspiration, though the window showed nothing but a
perforated screen and the usual coloured bottles bulging on a shelf
above.