Oberland : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 9 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Oberland : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 9
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Turning away she caught sight of an old woman amazingly wrapped up,
peering at her from inside a little booth set down in the snow on the
other side of the way. A shelf laden with small things in carved wood
protruded in front. She crossed to look at them. Silently with slow
fumbling movements the old woman displayed her wares. Bears. Bears on
ski, on toboggans, bears in every kind of unbearlike attitude. Intricate
model châlets, useless and suggesting, imagined in England, nothing but
the accumulation of dust. But there was an owl, with owlish dignity,
very simply and beautifully carved. Her eyes returned to it and the old
woman put forth an aged freckled hand and grasped its head, which went
easily back upon a hinge and left revealed a clean white china inkwell.
“Kipsake,” said the old woman huskily.
“_Danke schön. Ich komme wieder_,” smiled Miriam escaping, followed by
hoarse cacklings of praise.
Out upon the roadway fenced between dazzling snowfields, the end of the
valley came into sight, new, but faintly reproachful, having waited too
long, and complaining now about the lateness of the hour. Certainly it
was worthy of a whole self, undistracted. But there was to-morrow, many
to-morrows. She had done with the street and the shops save as a
corridor, growing each day more dear, to daily fulfilment of the promise
of this prospect whose beauty she was clearly recognising. And more than
its beauty. Its great, great power of assertion, veiled for the moment
by distractions, but there. Wonderfully beautiful was the speech and
movement of the far-off smooth pure ridge of snow, rising high against
the deepest blue of the sky, linking twin peaks.
Some of the near slopes were dotted with people, tiny figurines
mitigating the snowfields and the towering mountains: the sounds of
English voices ringing out infinitesimal in the wide space, yet filling
it. Shutting out the scene, yet intensifying it; bringing gratitude for
their presence.
That remained even after the quaint peaked hoods of brilliant white or
mauve, the effective skirts and jerseys of a group of women passing in
the roadway had rebuked with their colours, clean and sharp against the
snow, her tweed that in London had seemed a good choice, and her London
felt hat.
But though the clever clothes of these people brought a sense of exile
they were powerless to rouse envy or any desire. Envy was impossible in
this air that seemed, so sharp was every outline, to be no longer
earth’s atmosphere but open space, electric.
Perhaps even this morning there was time to get clear, to be if only for
a few moments, along some side track alone with the landscape, walking
lightly clad in midsummer sun through this intensity of winter.