Oberland : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 9 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Oberland : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 9
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A Latin consciousness was, in this group, something far more remote than
a Russian would have been, and she wondered what it was that behind
Vereker’s unchanging manner was making his half of the bridge upon which
they met. Music perhaps, if Vereker, with eyes candid and not profound
and not deep-set, were musical. She caught a few words. It was the
weather. Do Italians discuss the weather? Was Guerini, behind his
gratitude in being rescued from isolation, wondering at the Englishman’s
naïveté? Vereker was not showing off his French. He was being courteous,
being himself. No one, except when he could seize a chance the American,
made any sort of parade. Nor was it that they made a parade of not
making a parade. Talk with them was easy because it was quite naturally
serene. No emphasis. No controversy. The emergence of even a small
difference of opinion produced at once, on both sides, a smiling
retreat. Deep in his soul the American must certainly be smiling at this
baffling urbanity. English correctness and hypocrisy. Here was the
original stuff from which the world-wide caricatures were made.
And talk with these people always ended in a light and lively farewell,
a manner of dropping things that handed a note of credit for future
meetings. A retreat, as from royalty, backwards. A retreat from the
royal game of continuous courtesy.
And together with the surprise of discovering—when having departed
upstairs she was drawn down to the little salon by the sound of the
Chopin ballade—not the Italian but Vereker at the piano in the empty
room, was the boon of his composure. Of his being and continuing to be
after she had slipped into the room and reached a chair from which she
could just see him in profile, so quietly engrossed. A little strung, as
though still the phrases that yesterday he had so carefully recaptured
might again elude him; but listening. Led on, and listening and in the
hands of Chopin altogether.
Seated thus exposed he was slender, delicate, musicianly; only the line
of his jaw gave him an appearance of strength; and perhaps the close
cropping of his hair so that of what would have been a flamboyant mass
only crisp ridges were left, close against a small skull, like Cæsar’s.
His spruceness and neatness made stranger than ever the strange variance
between the stiff, magpie black and white of dress clothes, and the
depth and colour of music.
He played the whole ballade; sketchily where the technical difficulties
came thick and fast, but keeping the shape, never losing the swinging
rhythm.
Its concluding phrases were dimmed by the need of finding something to
say that should convey her right to say anything at all; but when the
last chord stood upon the air, the performance seemed to have been a
collaboration before which they now sat equally committed. And when his
face came round, its smile was an acknowledgment of this.