Oberland : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 9 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Oberland : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 9
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“Yes, that’s Daphne. She’s mad about Napoleon. Reads all the books.
Has’m in her room. I have to expound when she gets stuck. Won’t say her
prayers till we’ve read a bit of Bony. Won’t say ‘make me a good girl.’
Says ‘make me a man and a sojer.’ She and Eaden are as thick as thieves.
He’s an angel to her. I’ve got to be _hoff_. Goin’ to the Curse-all for
lunch. Maud’s there. She’s goin’ south to-morrow with the Chisholmes.”
“Before the Fest?”
“Chisholmes have got to pick up their kid somewhere. Maud’s had enough
of Switzerland for this year.”
CHAPTER VII
The clouds were a rebuke; for being spell-bound into imagining this
bright paradise inaccessible. The world’s weather cannot be arranged as
a conversation with one small person. Then how did the rebuke manage to
arrive punctually at the serenest moment of self-congratulation? As if
someone were watching ...
She looked levelly across the sunny landscape and the clouds were out of
sight. But there was a movement in the air, a breeze softly at work
ousting the motionless Oberland air.
She walked ahead, further and further into the disconcerting change.
Everything was changed, the whole scene, reduced to homeliness. She
caught herself drooping, took counsel and stiffened into acquiescence:
“I might have known. I’m accustomed to this. It removes only what I
thought I couldn’t give up. Something is left behind that can’t be taken
away”—and heard at once within the high stillness the familiar sound of
life, felt the sense of it flowing warmly in along the old channels, and
heard from the past in various tones, amused, impatient, contemptuous:
“You _are_ philosophical.” Always a surprise. What did they mean with
their “philosophical”? The alternative was their way of going on
cursing, missing everything but the unfavourable surface.
Someone has said that there is nothing meaner than making the best of
things.
The clouds made soft patches of shadow upon the higher snow. Beside the
angular sharp shadows growing upon the northern slopes they were
blemishes, smudgy and vague. But free, able to move and flow while the
mountains stood crumbling in their places.
The clouds were beautiful, slowly drifting, leaving torn shreds upon the
higher peaks.
Upon the ridge beyond the cloaked silence of the little wood the breeze
blew steadily from across the levels—that were strangely empty; no sign
of moving specks making for the further ridge. Hurrying along the track
she recalled too late the slightness of the information upon which she
had built her idea of the golden scene; the gay throng, herself happily
in the midst.
Without a single clear idea of the direction she had trusted to the
bright magic to draw her to itself.