The subtly changed air and the melancholy clouds re-stated themselves,
became the prelude to disaster. The increasing wind and the cloud-bank
hiding the distant mountains were proclaiming the certainty of
punishment well-deserved: to wander at a loss and miss the Fest.
She glanced at her afternoon in retrospect: aimless walking in a world
fallen into greyness and gloom, into familiarity that was already
opening the door to the old friend, at whose heart lived a radiance
out-doing the beams shed by anticipation over unknown things.
But all the time the ski-ing which now she was not to see would be going
forward, mocking her until she could forget it; until the hours it
filled should have passed into others bright enough to melt regret.
Climbing the rise beyond the levels she was at once climbing up to find
the Fest, would plod the landscape until she found it, late, but still
in time to share and remember. She reached the crest beyond the
rise—there it was: a small shape, like an elongated horseshoe, upon a
distant slope. Black dots close-clustered in a strange little shape upon
the wastes of snow, defying the wastes of snow.
There was plenty of space. Gaps on each side of the track and even
towards the top of the rise where people were grouped more closely about
the comforting, the only festal sign, looking like an altar with its
gold-embroidered, red velvet frontal. Nothing could be seen behind its
shelf but a small hut upon the levels that extended backwards until the
pinewoods began with the rising mountain-side.
Where to stand? Up amongst the connoisseurs to see the start, half-way
down with a view of the ski-ers coming, or at the bottom of the row
amongst the black-clothed natives standing about in scattered groups in
the loose snow.
Choosing a place half-way down she became one of the gathered crowd of
Oberland visitors lining the smoothed and steeply sloping course. They
were all there. The black and distant dots had become people in every
fashion of sport’s-clothes, standing on skis, sitting on toboggans,
stamping about in the snow, walking up and down; and all waiting, all
looking betweenwhiles expectantly up the track towards the deserted
altar. There was a good deal of talking. Here and there the incessant
voices of men who make a hobby of talking. But most of them talked
intermittently, in the way of these leisured English who veil their
eagerness as they wait half apologetically and wholly self-consciously
for a show. There patiently they would wait, good-humoured, not deigning
to be disturbed, not suffering anything to disturb their pose of amused
independence that looked so like indifference and masked a warmth.