“I couldn’t have dared, down those slopes, on a small single,” said
Miriam wearily. But the judge within stood firm. She had not thought of
trying.
The now distant men were marching swiftly, reaching the point where the
road sloped downwards; had reached it and were settling on their
toboggans. A face came round. Miriam looked back up the slope still
cruelly empty, and round again to see the men seated, gliding off,
lessening. Their caps vanished below the level of the ridge. And now the
upward slope held a single small toboggan coming headlong. Daphne had
made the run alone.
“How _dare_ you let him go?”
Miriam moved forward surprised by her own approach. Her mind was filled
with the simple selfish truth. The wrath-blazing eyes saw it, recognised
her for what she was and turned away to the wastes of snow:
“Eaden, my Eaden ... I shall _never_ see him again.” Tears flowed from
the wide eyes and swiftly down the face so little convulsed by grief
that bent her, standing there with arms sideways out as if to save her
from falling, to keep her upright, facing her loss, fists clenched to
fight her woe. Of themselves Miriam’s arms reached forth to stay the
torment.
Incredibly Daphne was clinging, sobbing with hidden face: “Do you love
me—do you love me?” She held her without speaking, silenced while still
the broken voice went on, by the sense of being carried forward into a
world known only by hearsay and that now was giving forth all about them
in the stillness its ethereal sounds—sounds she had sometimes felt
within a gentle wind.
Daphne’s head was raised and her flushed face busy in eager speech as
they went forward together over the snow. When presently she assured her
that one day Eaden would come back, the child pulled upon her arm and
spoke in a new way of her new love. She spoke no more of Eaden, walking
sturdily uphill, eagerly talking, sunned for a while in humble helpless
love that soon must be removed.
* * * * *
With Eaden’s departure holding Vereker away until to-morrow and Mrs.
Harcourt disappeared upstairs with all those who sought sleep and early
rising, the hotel was empty, strange again and going its independent way
as on the day of her arrival. The presence of Guerini hidden away in the
little salon where daily he had spent his unimaginable evening of a
Milan business man on holiday, increased its emptiness, made it as
desolate as the world of his thoughts.
He must have learned something in seeing her evening after evening—not
in the least goloshy in her blue gown of many colours—seated on the
crimson stairs between the two Englishmen, in seeing discussion prevail
over personalities; new world for him of men seeking, without
sentimental emotion, without polite contempt, conversation with a woman.
Had any light dawned in him? Would he show any grace of dawning light?