Oliver Constable, miller and baker, Vol. 1 (of 3) — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Oliver Constable, miller and baker, Vol. 1 (of 3)
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‘Have you grown fonder of his coarse familiar jokes and the
all-pervading smell of his gin-and-water?’ asked Fan, with scornful
incredulity. ‘If so, perhaps you can also better appreciate young
Dadd’s jewellery and Mrs. Dadd’s mock “umbleness,” like Uriah Heep’s,
to hide her slyness and spitefulness. And you may have come to value,
at their proper worth, the Polley girls’ giggles and shams, and their
mother’s loud self-assertion and sheer impertinence. No doubt you
admire their combined illiterateness and absorption in the pettiest
gossip, their poor aping of the faults, or else their rude defiance of
the merits, of their social superiors. Don’t you know that the Dadd
and Polley idea of a life worth leading, is to make money in order to
eat, drink, and lie in bed, to keep sporting dogs, attend low races
and offer and accept bets, to have parties, “beaux,” and flirtations
to the girls’ hearts’ content? Are greediness, laziness, bumptiousness
and folly—gaudy, tawdry pretence, and coarse gorgeousness, such
admirable qualities in men and women and their surroundings? I declare
the Dadds and Polleys are the most irreverent undutiful people I know.
Oh! Oliver, it is too horrible that the end of your cleverness and
college training should be to condemn yourself, and me with you, to
close contact and hopeless association with such people—when we have no
relief to expect save from our own deterioration. We shall deteriorate
and grow like our neighbours speedily, I daresay, and then we may not
feel that we were ever fit for something better. But how we—one of
us, at least—must suffer in the process of deterioration before it is
complete!’
Fan was perfectly sincere, however absurd, in her horror and distress.
She had a natural abhorrence of the vulgar, gross self-indulgence
which she had described, and an intense yearning for its opposite,
the true refinement of simplicity, self-restraint, and self-devotion,
with its outward expression in the subtle charm of pure and graceful
harmony. There was this to be said for Fan’s ambition, that it was
not composed of coarse materials. It was neither sensual nor sordid.
Fan would have been very tolerably content to be a poor lady among
ladies and gentlemen. She would have made the very best of her gentle
poverty, because she fully comprehended the self-respect involved in
self-denial, the essential honour included in showing regard for the
rights and claims of her neighbours, and in energy, diligence, and
usefulness fitly exercised. Fan had the making of a real lady—rich or
poor—in her. And if she were not speaking under a delusion, it was a
pity that her vocation should be spoilt.
But Oliver dealt her a stern rebuke.