Oliver Constable, miller and baker, Vol. 2 (of 3) — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Oliver Constable, miller and baker, Vol. 2 (of 3)
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‘Oh! hang it, Constable, we are not to have any preaching or dictating
from you,’ cried young Dadd, colouring up and blustering. ‘If you don’t
like our ways, leave ’em alone. We shan’t cringe for your company, of
which you have made us a gift, without our asking for it, I may say.’
‘I have not preached or dictated; I appeal to the rest of you fellows,’
said Oliver, without much loss of temper; while the fellows, who had
their share of the old English passion for fair play, felt constrained
to mumble an assent to the appeal even though it was against the
deliverance of their comrade. ‘I asked you to drop that expression as
a favour to me,’ repeated Oliver; ‘if you cannot grant the favour, at
least you may refuse civilly.’
‘Oh! if you choose to put it in that fashion,’ said Jack, a little
sulkily, ‘there is no more to be said; all I meant to object to was any
fine fellow’s thinking to come it over us, which I never heard he was
invited to do, and taking it upon him to bid us mince our words to suit
his delicate stomach.’
But Jack soon forgot his pique, and he made the concession of not
repeating the offence within sound of Oliver’s ears, whatever he
might utter beyond their reach. Possibly the censure had sunk so far
into Jack’s somewhat obtuse mind, that he was rather shaken in the
conviction of the embellishment, supplied to his conversation by his
sporting the grossest form of oath with which he was acquainted. He
might even fall into the innocent delusion of supposing that ugly
expletives had ceased to be hurled right and left, in moments of
excitement, by choice specimens—according to Jack Dadd’s ideas—of
young swells at the universities.
And Jack, with all his pertness and swagger, was not original. He
secretly imitated the social superiors he admired and envied in his
heart of hearts, while, on the one hand, he was professing among his
own set supreme indifference to their claims, and on the other, he knew
his own interest too well not to solicit their custom and attend to
their needs with the utmost civility.
For poor Jack played a double, nay, a quadruple part. In place of
simply regarding his more aristocratic patrons with that combination
of proper official outward respect, and individual inward contempt,
which his father and mother entertained for them, Jack’s mind was
farther divided between the two emotions of loving and loathing equally
smothered and nearly equally balanced.