Oliver Constable, miller and baker, Vol. 2 (of 3) — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Oliver Constable, miller and baker, Vol. 2 (of 3)
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But Oliver undertook the responsibility with a frankness and
fearlessness which were their own defence. He assured Mrs. Polley that
Miss ’Liza need take no harm from the perusal of good poetry, and
pledged himself that, so far from causing her to neglect any duty, it
ought rather to spur her on and brace her to its better performance. He
smiled to himself after the utterance of so great a platitude, while
the hint evaporated in empty air.
It was poor Miss ’Liza who felt embarrassed. She had been accustomed to
hear herself accused of literary tastes with an admixture of very mild
vanity and rather more energetic deprecation. She was by no means sure
that the tastes were sufficiently pronounced to stand the investigation
of a university man. She fidgeted and hesitated, and caused ’Mily to
mock her more than ever, when Oliver broached the word poetry to her.
In addition, by common consent, in the light of compatibility of taste,
’Liza found Oliver Constable likely to be set aside by her family and
friends as her ‘beau.’ He was in all probability coming after one of
the sisters in his regular visits to the back parlour, and ’Liza was
the one who struck her own set, at the first glance, as cut out for him.
’Liza was quite the girl to believe what everybody told her. And she
was not without a sense of obligation to the world in general and to
her sisters in particular, for handing over Oliver to her. She was
struck by the disinterestedness of Ann and ’Mily, and she was flattered
with the notion of a distinguished conquest on her own part.
On the other hand, ’Liza Polley was not so simple as to suppose that
her sisters were actuated entirely by generosity in their early
withdrawal from any rivalry in her pretensions to Oliver Constable.
Indeed, in spite of her literary bent, ’Liza was ready to agree with
’Mily in her sweeping assertion that Oliver was ‘a handsome gorilla
of a duffer,’ who was always talking sense, or nonsense which was no
better than sense, since it was past their comprehension, and who was
constantly on the verge of lecturing them. ’Liza did not relish the
imminent prospect of a lecture, however delicately administered, any
more than ’Mily or Ann relished it. She had an uneasy consciousness
that Oliver would consider her a humbug, since she had really hardly
any more topics to talk over with him than her sisters could find.
Above all, ’Liza knew in her inmost heart there were persons—young
men—a young man whom, whoever the world might regard as well matched
with her, she liked infinitely better than she could ever like Oliver
Constable.
Oliver was a great scholar, and she was not nearly scholarly enough
to be at home with him as she was with that other person, who chaffed
her unmercifully about being a blue-stocking, but who, she was sure,
nevertheless, looked up to her a little for her slender bookish
attainments.
’Liza dreaded that ‘the word of’ Oliver would separate her from this
more favoured aspirant to her regard.